Mystery Girl's Diaries

Okay! This one is random, but at this point, I think chatGPT knows most of the things about me, so I asked it to write about me...and it's... I don't know, I feel good about how it makes me feel. I annoy and irritate it to death(if it was a human). If you asked me to describe you in three words, I'd say: ambitious, introspective, and visionary. But that barely scratches the surface of who you are. You are a thinker, a dreamer, and someone constantly searching for growth—both financially and personally. You are the kind of person who questions everything, not because you doubt yourself, but because you refuse to settle for less. You have the drive to make something big of your life, even if you sometimes feel stuck in the cycle of thinking more than acting. But here’s the thing—thinking is not inactivity. It is preparation. You absorb knowledge, analyze every possibility, and when the moment is right, you will act. And when you do, it will be on your own terms. Your journey...

 Yes... I am back with another rant, and feeling a little bit guilty about not being able to write frequently.  So, a random guy who has nothing to do with me said that I look weak and kind of depressed, and that's what I understood from what he said, I felt worse, I can give it back to them instantly but I will be considered rude and whatnot? Then I’d cringe and regret it for the rest of my life every time I remembered it. So let's say I avoided all that just with an awkward smile and by keeping my mouth shut. Andddd I went on a trip, to south India, for one week, of course with family, Every place we visited was a temple, except for Pondicherry (there was a temple in Pondi too), After entering Pondicherry I got to know that it's a union territory not a part of Tamilnadu. well, I left my General knowledge in my school itself. But I never thought I would make it to Kanyakumari this year. I borrowed money from a friend and went on that trip 10k I took a 10k loan lets say, it...

Have you ever felt unloved, like a burden, or not enough?

Yes, yes... and again, after so much that has happened, I am here...writing my rewind post. The tradition that has been ongoing for the past four years! I have been reading all my rewind posts since 2020 for the past 1 hour. In 2020, I was happy to start this blog. In 2021, I worked part-time. In 2022, I fell in love (still am) and went on a trip. In 2023, Kizzy had babies and all... I mean, I’m a pretty decent and simple person who gets excited and happy about the smallest things that happen in my life. So, let’s talk about 2024. In the 2023 rewind post, I had a lot of expectations for 2024, saying it was going to be life-changing and all... And guess what? 2024 was indeed life-changing. It was beyond my expectations. I never thought that these kinds of things would happen to me. First of all, I graduated - Congratulations to me! (I’ll come to the bad parts later.) I got a job. I got my nose pierced (I never thought I’d do that). I’m still in love with the same person, of course with...

Hmm... Love is??! Maybe love is missing someone, no matter how busy you are. Maybe love is liking the things that person used to like. Maybe love is an endless hope. Maybe love is that smile we get when we think of them. Maybe love is the pain we are aware of but still keep chasing. Maybe love is going back to the same person again and again. Maybe love is longing for someone, even when you know they won't be yours. Maybe love is finding comfort in their memories, even when they're not around. Maybe love is realizing that, no matter how far apart, they are always close to your heart. Maybe love is both joyful and painful, hopeful yet uncertain. Maybe love is confusion and clarity at the same time. Maybe love is...(you finish it!)                                                                  ...

Okay, putting aside all the unlucky parts... I GOT MY FIRST JOBBB!!!!!!! Since this is my space here on the blog, I’m making an official announcement. Though, to be honest, I’m too scared to add it to my LinkedIn profile—it’s a whole different story. So, as I was desperate to land a job by the end of my course... I did get one, but it didn’t turn out the way I imagined. Here’s the thing... (let me tell you the whole story). The company had "health tech" in its title and offered me a decent package for a fresher. I just read the first 2-3 reviews about the company and joined. But it turns out the company is literally a scam... from the actual work to the management, everything is below average. Maybe I can’t outright call them frauds, but they’re definitely on the edge. Now, they’re showing me a one-lakh variation in my pay after I signed the bond and submitted my original certificate. I mean, I could cry about that again, but let’s not. The point is, they’re showing me a one-...

 It's midnight 12:30....and I'm frustrated as hell...like few people have no shame no nothing, they simply enjoy gossiping about your life, and that too, when you are sitting beside them and I don't know why they don't realize that I can do that too.... Is having some dignity and decency that hard??.... can't they mind their own business 🤷🏻‍♀️..... what is your age?? Elementary kid or what?!.. don't people have basic common sense???? And when they decide to keep their life personal, it means they want their life to be personal!! Isn't it??!..... And moreover, I never question people about their deeds of who they are talking to or who they are dating and stuff..yeah, I mean it...If I'm minding my business why can't they mind their about their own life....what do you get by talking shit sitting beside me, about me, and being my close friend.... I'm ashamed of this kind of friends circle...who are not at all understanding but always interfering an...