Mystery Girl's Diaries

 Let's say I have seen the roots and ends of almost 4 hospitals till now. and each of them gave me a completely different vibe, one taught me how lucky I am without any diseases, other one taught me that life is short, don't spoil on your own, the other has exposed me to the darkest side of the commercialized hospital, the last one on this list is the one that I am visiting for my project at present...its a pediatric one... It is just scaring me how scary it is to have kids, I mean not scary but if my kids get sick OMG I am gonna freak out, or ill get sick with them😂... I just realized how precious kids are and of course, a sensitive issue physically, and emotionally to their parents, I learned how much taking care of kids is important, and I saw days-old babies frequently.... after all these things looking back on the things, I have been exposed to, I realized I feel a little too much than required, I don't know why I am this kind of absorbable thing to emotions... but on...

 It is a herbicide and I hate it the most...ask why?? coz people are dying drinking this thing. of course, all are suicidal attempts and their bad luck is it doesn't have any antidotes and doctors here aren't able to save them. The bad thing is that most of them are 18-25 age people and this makes me worry😬. For the past 3 months,  I have been attending a hospital for case studies and practice in the evenings and I saw almost 10 poisoning cases all of them were suicide attempts and most of them were paraquat and others were rat repellents, some tablets, and some acids, etc it's easy to save others but not the same with paraquat, its quite powerful and harmful, I saw only one lucky girl to be saved from that coz they reached hospital quicky and started treatment quickly. it also makes me angry that all those teenagers have silly reasons for their suicidal attempts at the cost of their life... I hear reasons like...one boy wanted a bike when their parents said NO he drank th...

okayy these hospital stories are real-life stories/reality. maybe I should call this a love story... so he was an old man near to his sixties, his condition was new to us since we just started going to the hospital, he was fine on the first day of our visit...I mean he communicated well...he does some job in rtc and he has 2 children both graduated. the thing is he lost his wife in recent times...not directly due to COVID-19 but due to COVID circumstances they have not treated her properly- she died a few months ago. on the second day when we visited him no one was with him so he had a long conversation with us, maybe he needed that...we listened...he was showing all her photos and suddenly he started crying....maybe he loves her so much or maybe he is regretting something I can't actually define whatever he is missing his person now...he said that they did an intercaste marriage..in that era, those were obviously rare...they struggled together, they were happy together, only he kn...

 before this, I should say a hospital story-2 hmm.. it was causality ward.....there were these two old couples who may be in there 60's.....that old woman was infected with leprosy and there was no one to take care of those old people...that old man was the only person to look after her....it is an infectious disease and both were too old to look after everything...that old man doesn't even know how to go downstairs on his own(coz it was a big hospital).. the thing is they have children who are settled I don't know if they were well settled or not but there were some people who had a responsibility to look after them no!... maybe I would have cried on that day if I did listen to their story a little longer(it was an emotional story)... I mean they were from a village and he is a farmer....you can imagine how hard they would have tried to give their children a better life... I am not judging them but it clearly shows how much they value their parents(after listening to their...

as a pharm d student I have to visit hospital from college forward rounds once a week. only that day I feel like satisfied about my college life.intereacting with patients is the most interesting thing. this is my favourite thing. Visiting hospital gives a completely different experience like suddenly someone will shout like anything and someone will start crying arrhh it is terrible to imagine... the hospital that is affiliated with my college is a multispecialty hospital and also a medical institute. as it is multispeciality hospital I has different departments I still get confused between them coming to my first day....it was the second week of ward rounds for second years but first time for me. me and one my friend was allowed to oncology ward..............huh!! it was my first day a to hospital and we had to deal with cancer patients uhh!!......that ward was separately placed in another block from main block.......we(me and my friend ) don't even know the route to the ward one...