as a pharm d student I have to visit hospital from college forward rounds once a week.
only that day I feel like satisfied about my college life.intereacting with patients is the most interesting thing.
this is my favourite thing. Visiting hospital gives a completely different experience like suddenly someone will shout like anything and someone will start crying arrhh it
is terrible to imagine...
the hospital that is affiliated with my college is a multispecialty hospital and also a medical institute. as it is multispeciality
hospital I has different departments I still get confused between them
coming to my first day....it was the second week of ward rounds for second years but first time for me.
me and one my friend was allowed to oncology ward..............huh!! it was my first day a to hospital and we had to deal with cancer patients
uhh!!......that ward was separately placed in another block from main block.......we(me and my friend ) don't even know the route to the ward
one of my senior helped us that day...if not we definetly lost our way to exit the hospital that day.
patients....oncology...cancer...chemotherapy...radiotherapy.....life..health...... this ward was completely different from other wards...
in every ward, people will be in a hurry and noisy. but this was like completely calm and don't know why the ground floor was dark...
I can still feel how I felt walking through that ward. I was little scared...... some people were lying on beds like dead bodies coz chemotherapy runs
for hours......almost everyone's hair on head was completely trimmed....that chemo smell.......I was really scared, crying inside watching them all...
at that moment I realized the value of life.....they all were are struggling to live....no one wants a disease like cancer...it is more like a punishment
it can occur due to some habits like smoking, tobacco eating etc or geneticaly...no one can assume that those people are really victims...thank god for the advanced treatment, which can completely cure them.........as that hospital
gives some consultation on health cards, most of them were middle-class people and old aged people.....being a person from a middle-class family with
that kind of disease is really a struggle......they had have strong mental support from family.
the patient we visited was suffering from breast cancer...her age about 40 yrs....her son was with her...she was already gone through two surgeries
and now it was metastasized to bones.....as second years we doesn't have that knowledge about cancer.....as it already Mets to the bone, if she doesn't get
accurate treatment don't know how many days she is going to live. she is fighting with her self ...........her children, her family.............urrghhh
next week when we went to hospital we tried to follow the but she didn't visited again... I still remember her..that smile she gave when we interacted......its been months.
where ever she is I wish she overcomes her phase of life not for her but also for her children...........
this was all the thing that I felt in my brain. I know its too much but I overthink every little thing.....
-Mystery girl
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