Mystery Girl's Diaries

Hello me! after a while... Well, life is going in a flow, nothing great nor bad, All I want to be now is carefree, I know I don't do much, I don't even have great responsibilities too, but being an overthinker I just want to be carefree, just like those birds which fly in the sky I don't know if I am stressed or tired, I don't know if it's me or the people around me, I don't know.., I just want to be a little carefree, form everything in my life, I don't want to think before or after anything I do, I don't want to think about what people think, I don't want to think if I hurt people or not, I don't want to be responsible for my actions, I don't want to blame myself or others, for just one single time, I want to run away from everything that I am surrounded with, just like those birds, I want to fly in that void away from everything, With an empty head and zero emotions,                                  ...

 S ince my brain is working properly after a long time..one more post instantly after the last post. coming to title "YOU". what I was thinking is, no matter where you are born, how you are brought up or taught, irrespective of social status... there is something about yourself that stands out, that what's what makes you "YOU". how should I say it, it's like the vibe only you possess, something like your own charm. no one can have that nor you can have someones. no matter how much you try to be like someone else, that can't happen, coz it's not your thing. all those people who are famous or successful mostly know their thing, as I am writing I am thinking that isn't that awesome to find your thing and making efforts to explicate it more. I guess life makes more sense then.  For people like me who feel like they know about themself but don't know what to do with themselves,😂 I feel you. the strange thing is that sometimes we underestimate our...

 Yeah,at this moment I feel like I wish my maternal grand parents were still alive.. I miss them a lot.. I miss that affection, I miss that love... Coz I never experienced that love.... That love hits different right?... I feel jelous of people who have caring grand parents...  My grand father died before I was born.. and my grand mother was seriously sick and passed away in my childhood..I used to be scared to go near to her...I regret that now... Only I know how much I miss her now. I expect nothing much but they would have mentally and morally supportive to my mom... Atleast I wish my mom had a sister..... Who can support her.. even for me.... I know how lonely it feels.. I don't know how my mom  manages to be okay all the time even with this kind of families from both sides 🙏🏻

 I just love that song...should I say it as nostalgia or throwback..coz I heard it years ago...and now again....... Why do writers write such beautiful songs for girls.. why?!... Which increase their level of expectations on life ....I mean love and boys🤷🏻‍♀️.   I am going to marry someone who dedicates me such songs 😒😏. #Okaybye

  you can't even imagine how much iam crushing over ipad ......to this those unboxings videos always appear on suggestions on youtube😬... hope there comes a day where i buy my own one and use that MY OWN IPAD which will be released at that time.