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My so called friends

 It's midnight 12:30....and I'm frustrated as hell...like few people have no shame no nothing, they simply enjoy gossiping about your life, and that too, when you are sitting beside them and I don't know why they don't realize that I can do that too.... Is having some dignity and decency that hard??.... can't they mind their own business 🤷🏻‍♀️..... what is your age?? Elementary kid or what?!.. don't people have basic common sense???? And when they decide to keep their life personal, it means they want their life to be personal!! Isn't it??!..... And moreover, I never question people about their deeds of who they are talking to or who they are dating and stuff..yeah, I mean it...If I'm minding my business why can't they mind their about their own life....what do you get by talking shit sitting beside me, about me, and being my close friend.... I'm ashamed of this kind of friends circle...who are not at all understanding but always interfering and talking shit....and I realized that.... Few people never change no matter how much you want to believe in them.

I've been trying to control my temper for the past few hours and I realized I do really have a bad temper...I mean I was very very close to losing my shit and slap the hell out of the Person who was doing all this...and it's not the first time that person did something like this to me...at this point, I can say it's THE CHARACTER of that person.

                                                -Mysterygirl


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