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Rewind 2024

Yes, yes... and again, after so much that has happened, I am here...writing my rewind post. The tradition that has been ongoing for the past four years! I have been reading all my rewind posts since 2020 for the past 1 hour.

In 2020, I was happy to start this blog. In 2021, I worked part-time. In 2022, I fell in love (still am) and went on a trip. In 2023, Kizzy had babies and all... I mean, I’m a pretty decent and simple person who gets excited and happy about the smallest things that happen in my life.

So, let’s talk about 2024. In the 2023 rewind post, I had a lot of expectations for 2024, saying it was going to be life-changing and all... And guess what? 2024 was indeed life-changing. It was beyond my expectations. I never thought that these kinds of things would happen to me.

First of all, I graduated - Congratulations to me! (I’ll come to the bad parts later.)

  • I got a job.

  • I got my nose pierced (I never thought I’d do that).

  • I’m still in love with the same person, of course with some ups and downs.

  • I made a good friend and met so many new people this year

  • special mentions to an aircraft show by the Indian army ...that was a pretty unique thing to experience

  • One of my close friends went abroad for their master’s.

Now, let’s come to the other side of things. I graduated in June, but I still haven’t received my last two years’ scholarship from the government. So, yay—no certificate or graduation ceremony for me.

Yes, I started working immediately in July, but now I’m jobless again because I wasn’t happy. Basically, let’s say I got misled. I thought the job would be something, and it turned out to be something else entirely. I had to pay 50k to get my 10th original certificate as a bond breakage fee.

I shifted all the luggage I had accumulated over six years in my room back home, only to move again to my current place—uff, what a hassle! The first half of 2024 felt so steady that I barely even remember it. But the second half? Oh, life-changing, as I said—yeah, pretty much.

So, yeah, that’s that. Basically, this December was a lot more stressful than before because I was confused, stressed, and anxious. But here I am today, with all my hopes up again. I believe I will really get and truly deserve a good job and, of course, a good package.

But this time, I have no backup plan. Actually, no plan at all. I never had one. So, let’s say 2025 will be in my favor. A job is the main thing now. I do have different things going on in my mind, and I’ll announce them when I achieve them. Also, I really want a new mobile and a new laptop.

I want my family to move to the place/city where my brother and I are currently staying. And God, please let my boyfriend’s family get convinced about our marriage. It will take time, but yeah, I am ready for anything, basically.

I don’t know if I’ll be jobless for the next three months, six months, or a year. But I don’t want to get stressed. Let’s see what happens. Universe, please make me strong enough to face all the things that are coming my way.

And, one last thing...I want to gain weight. I’m only 35 kgs, and I’m really lacking self-esteem because of that. So, please, Universe, help me through the process of weight gain. All that’s running through my mind right now is a JOB and MONEY. I just want the respect and importance that a person gets when they have money. More than that, I want to be happy and be able to go to movies, shopping, and nice cafes whenever I want. I mean you guys get it.

Finally, I hope people get the peace they want, the money they want, and whatever they desire. Just don’t bother those around you, and try to stay sane and happy.

What about you? How has 2024 been for you? Let’s share our stories and cheer for a better 2025!

                                                                                    -Mystery girl

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