Mystery Girl's Diaries

 S ince my brain is working properly after a long time..one more post instantly after the last post. coming to title "YOU". what I was thinking is, no matter where you are born, how you are brought up or taught, irrespective of social status... there is something about yourself that stands out, that what's what makes you "YOU". how should I say it, it's like the vibe only you possess, something like your own charm. no one can have that nor you can have someones. no matter how much you try to be like someone else, that can't happen, coz it's not your thing. all those people who are famous or successful mostly know their thing, as I am writing I am thinking that isn't that awesome to find your thing and making efforts to explicate it more. I guess life makes more sense then.  For people like me who feel like they know about themself but don't know what to do with themselves,😂 I feel you. the strange thing is that sometimes we underestimate our...

  I think I have written some posts related to changes already...since change is the only constant, I have to write about it again... ummm....something I find weird about myself is when I think about a topic in my head, the positive and negative people in me fight themselves... i find both negative and positive about a subject... I rarely think about something in one way (when I hate/like it sooo much ). okay coming to the point 'CHANGES'....ummm...I don't know if I have changed (my attitude/personality)...I really don't like when people change drastically...especially their attitude...I used to find it a difficult thing to accept other's changes... since I have also changed my perspective a little...I am not minding it anymore... but recently this incident happened...a person whom I used to be closest to, whom I used to share most of the things, whom I respected and valued...is not at all what they are in reality...it's only one side of them and when you see th...

  This post has been in my drafts for so many days, finally edited 😅. okayy!! the thing is I am obsessed with this thing- "age". I don't know if it's FOMO or anything else but I am really really envious of people who are successful at a younger age, it's not that I am old now...still, like... if you find what you want to be at a younger age...there are a lot of advantages...it doesn't even affect you that much in the future if you fail, but if you find what you want in your 20's or 30's....I can definitely say it's going to be stressful and it takes time to learn something and '20s and early '30s is a period where you get settled mostly and its definitely okay if you have a financially well-settled family to support, it can also happen if are not too... but you have to leave everything behind..its going to be dramatic... and it rarely happens in Indian families. I mean we literally spend 23-25 years for studies and even more sometimes and ...

Usually I like or I get attracted to people who are smart, intelligent or multi-talented...all my celebrity crushes are most likely to be multi-talented (there a person called gv.prakash , who is singer, composer and actor)...or who started their career at young age... Like Justin Bieber..I don't know the exact age of him when he released "baby"..it was my first ever English song that I heard and forever fav... and now Jung kook(jk)... I mean how did they know what they want at that age like 13 or 15...I wasn't even sure about my age at that time..and they left their home at that early age...They said JK left his home at 13 and he was joined in his company as a trainee at 15 and he is an international star by 20 (I guess) now he is 24 or 25...wow..howw??..this is insane..If had 1% of self-confidence or dedication they had...my life would have been soo much better. I like people who know what they want and put their everything into what they want and of course, finally...

 

 

 https://youtu.be/bYlVAptmHtg  I randomly found this song after uploading last post..OMG this is soo relatable, this is exactly me..haha it's funny how I find relatable songs and It's great to know people like me exist and face same thing hahaha... I wish I could copy paste it's lyrics here, but iam not able to find it, she is singer famous by from tiktok it seems😅..but the lyrics is relatable AF