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AGE

 This post has been in my drafts for so many days, finally edited 😅.

okayy!! the thing is I am obsessed with this thing- "age".

I don't know if it's FOMO or anything else but I am really really envious of people who are successful at a younger age, it's not that I am old now...still, like... if you find what you want to be at a younger age...there are a lot of advantages...it doesn't even affect you that much in the future if you fail, but if you find what you want in your 20's or 30's....I can definitely say it's going to be stressful and it takes time to learn something and '20s and early '30s is a period where you get settled mostly and its definitely okay if you have a financially well-settled family to support, it can also happen if are not too... but you have to leave everything behind..its going to be dramatic... and it rarely happens in Indian families.

I mean we literally spend 23-25 years for studies and even more sometimes and for typical Indian women I don't think there will be some time to settle on her own, most of the families will be ready to marry her off just after their studies, and some families give some time for 'HER' from 'HER LIFE'  and she should live the life she wanted in those years?!... they will leave you to live single until 28 maybe (max) which I am guessing that too if you are doing good with your work if not you will be married by 25 or early.

so on average if you complete your studies at 24, you can work till you are 28..max 3-4 years...is that time is enough?!... I feel like an idiot calculating all this..urrrghh!...this is why every girl wishes she was born as a male.... I would have gone to the Himalayas if I was a boy...I am even scared to travel alone these days...shittt mannn!.this is why this post has been in drafts till now.. I know I feel like this at the end... okay whatever...I pray that my life won't be anything like this in the future...and I want to ask people who are talented and successful at a younger age- how does it feel to be God's favorite child... I understand it is their hard work too...but how???...when I watch and read some stories in which people say things like.. I never thought I would choose this or become this..they say they randomly find inspiration to become something and boom they become a star and even when they are not interested random people find them and give them opportunities...I think I am cursed huh!! okay enough now😬😬😬



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