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K-pop and Jungkook

Usually I like or I get attracted to people who are smart, intelligent or multi-talented...all my celebrity crushes are most likely to be multi-talented (there a person called gv.prakash , who is singer, composer and actor)...or who started their career at young age... Like Justin Bieber..I don't know the exact age of him when he released "baby"..it was my first ever English song that I heard and forever fav... and now Jung kook(jk)... I mean how did they know what they want at that age like 13 or 15...I wasn't even sure about my age at that time..and they left their home at that early age...They said JK left his home at 13 and he was joined in his company as a trainee at 15 and he is an international star by 20 (I guess) now he is 24 or 25...wow..howw??..this is insane..If had 1% of self-confidence or dedication they had...my life would have been soo much better. I like people who know what they want and put their everything into what they want and of course, finally, they succeed..how satisfactory their life would be, how happy and overwhelming it would be? 🥲Idk. Whatever JK became truly an idol for me( I did have soo many celebrity crushes but no one became my mobile wallpaper..but jk he is ruling my whole mobile😂🤭)..and I love their whole band too🥰.

Forgot to say JK is BTS main vocalist, he is handsome, he was a badminton player, he paints amazing, dance tho 🔥, he is a songwriter, also he raps too good, he also cooks well..moreover he became what he wanted at a very young age, he is talented and  just amazing 😭... I'll add if I found anything new about him🥲

Of course it's only because of BTS and black pink most of the people at least I came to know about K-pop and this is totally crazy like how they train, how they present themselves after debut and worth all the hardwork they do during training.

BTS is totally totally love this will sound crazy but..... I know that a band called BTS exist for the past 3 years... I was not a great fan of their music but this lockdown I have watched so many interviews, shows of BTS like bon voyage, run bts... after watching all of that now all I have is respect for them...

 


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