Mystery Girl's Diaries

  I  just saw a post on "opinions"... so, I thought why don't I write my "opinion" on "opinions".😂   in my "opinion" opinions define 'you', the way you think, your vision, your experiences. opinions are healthy until you keep them to yourself, the problem starts when they become public. yeah, even if the people ask themself about your opinion, be careful and wise with your words coz you already know people 'judge' easily. even more when you are happy or in better poison than them, you will be in the spotlight. I hate this opinion thing ....coz these days people are having no limits for their opinions, your opinions only matter as important as you are to them and as valid as your opinion is.  if a person asks your opinion that doesn't mean they don't about that thing or maybe, your opinion not matters all the time, they just respect you and your opinion.  opinions also depend on the opposite person's maturity, the ...

yeahhh... it's been soo long, I loved the lockdown more man... it doesn't mean I am hating the new normal, I am just liking it a little less.. what should I write...mmm so, don't know why but I am feeling very happy for what I have, I am feeling grateful for everything that's happening to me. thank god for everything...and I am a little scared of the future too, don't ask me why? I am scared whenever something happens in my favour, I hope nothing bad happens.  I am trying to be happy these days and I am and I was too ..but I never noticed the good things maybe I focused more on unwanted things... hope this continues, all good vibes...                                                                                                     ...

 

How did I didn't write a post on expectations? Ask me who hurt me the most, obviously my expectations 🙂. Yeah...I used to expect a lot for every little thing in my life and got hurt a lot. I still do but now I am aware of what if things do not happen according to my expectations. The level of your expectations is directly proportional to the level of disappointment we are going to face (Not every time). The only thing I want to say is, it is not wrong to expect, but be mentally prepared for whatever result you are going to face. expectations are our own assumptions, imagination. you are responsible for your imagination, don't blame others, people may make us expect but we have to control ourselves and stop ourselves from getting hurt. the same applies to others too, you are not responsible for other's expectations, it's their imagination.  just believe, trust it as what it is. if you are a person who expects someone to do something for your satisfaction or pleasure, th...

Yeah...I want to appreciate myself, what I am today. After watching some people and the way think..... I feel that I have grown up so nice (this post may sound obsessive and overrated..still I want to do this) I am grateful for each and every single person who invested their time, love, and efforts in my life. I am forever grateful for my family (obviously everyone is!).....but today what I am is bcoz of my situations, the way I think is bcoz of the things that I have been experiencing. My family, my mom....she never let me down, irrespective of situations, she never said no to anything that I have asked her, she never made me feel less.  Moreover, the precious thing that I get from my family is their trust and freedom...they never question me too much, they never restrict me, they give me the chance to choose myself for my things, I don't know if it's a great thing for everyone...but for me it's a thing that makes me feel the luckiest, blessed, grateful for. besides people...

 "Sorry" I forgot to mention this...sorry is the most stupidest word someone has ever invented...like people are destroying the whole meaning of the sorry... It doesn't mean you can do whatever you want and say sorry. Sorry can change nothing I sayy.. atleast for me, sorry is nothing.  People are not even genuinely sorry when they do something they are sorry for... I hate to hear sorry, it's irritating. Just don't do something for which you have to say sorry, when you genuinely sorry the opposite person can observe it in your actions,in your words.                                                                                                                             ...

 https://youtu.be/ipbCzTxa6CM   It is the best thing that I watched today on the internet. sadguru spoke beautifully. OMG, the way he put his words is just awesome. yeah...today I am going to write something which is one of my weird traits😆. apart from things that annoy me. somethings also scare me, I am not scared of people that much, the little that I feel is maybe due to the respect I give them. okay coming to the point, what is scares me is attention, am I the only one who feels like this, seriously my anxiety goes peaks when someone gives me attention suddenly.. or when some who never cared about my existence suddenly starts to care about me. (wait! did I write this already? okay, who cares) is this some kind of complexity like an inferiority complex... I don't know but I hate that when someone tries to move closely with me or wants to know me.  I am scared that I may start depending on them if get used to them, I am scared that I may hurt them, what if they st...

 someone once said, “you can’t choose your relatives, but you can choose your friends”, and I’m glad I met you. I’m glad that we are friends. when does anyone really understand the meaning of ‘friend’? is it in school? is it when the kid sitting next to you gives you their pencil or shares their crayons? I don’t remember who explained to me what a friend is or how to make friends, but I remember telling my maa to pack an extra sandwich when I was in school. I remember bringing an extra fork whenever I brought Maggi. I remember always sitting next to you in school. as i grew older, my definition of friendship changed, but the fact that we’d always be ready to go an extra mile for each other… that never changed. i don’t really know how one chooses their friends, but I guess you become friends with people who laugh at the same things as you do, who comes to you for advice when they are lost, someone who doesn’t keep a tab of your mistakes or money. I think we become friends with peopl...

OUT GROW, grew apart....okay whatever it is called, it's all about growth in our lives. I am not even twenty now, I can't talk too much about this, coz I feel I didn't even saw the world properly and there is a long way for growth, it is just a small beginning of my life.  what I want to say is ''OUT GROWING PEOPLE"...umm in my opinion it is just moving on, for yourself and your life (again it is not about love life). we lose people, I don't know about people but I lost few people. it is not losing but I wasn't able to stay in contact coz there will be different stages of life, everyone chose a different life style where we have to adapt to that environment and we can't look back. it doesn't mean I forgot them and I never forget people I met that easily. what I feel is we human beings can't hold on to the same thing constantly, even if some do, it takes loads of effort and that is rare. it's, even more, harder when you don't get anyt...

source: social media...but beautifully said Gaining knowledge is the first step to wisdom. Sharing it is the first step to humanity”⠀ ⠀ The importance of sharing knowledge with others is essential in both our personal and professional lives. The problem is we define success as an individual achievement. We set ourselves in this journey for success, and we believe everything we acquire in this process is only ours to keep. Authority can be such an addiction that all the knowledge we achieve turns into arrogance.⠀ ⠀ Knowledge serves the purpose of making one humble. Hypocritically, when people acquire this asset, the attachment and arrogance developed by its acquisition actually end up making that person ignorant which ultimately leads to inner destruction and demolishes the entire point of knowledge.⠀ ⠀ In the Vedic traditions, one of the paths towards divinity is the Path of Knowledge, also known as “Gnana Yoga”. This path depicts the ideology of how many intellects used knowledge as a...

Mmm..... don't take people for granted....... actually I want to keep this in my WhatsApp status...in a good sense...but again.. people misunderstand me🤷🏻‍♀️...the love is not only for lovers right?......anyone can love you, anyone can leave you, but that also doesn't mean they are in a relationship. No Matter who, just don't take for granted, people get tired, it's not like they show in movies in which the hero loves heroin still after her death....there will be a replacement for everything. Even friends get tired of you when you constantly ignore or avoid them..mmm....maybe there is a reason why I am writing this nonsense... should I write it? I am confused. I am scared that if I write. I agree somethings that I am denying till now...living life as over-thinker sucks 🥵  What I wanted to say is don't lose people who genuinely care for you period.                                       ...

The mystery girl is a little busy girl now 😛. college, assignments, notes, journey, headache🤕. okay okay... don't judge a book by its cover... almost everyone knows it.. a famous idiom. mmm...it played a major role in my life... but in a different way😂... most people use it in a way saying that don't underestimate anyone... but in my case, it was different... whenever I have assumed people or believed that they are good..there was a completely different story/angle of those people contrary to my expectations. I mean every time I have faced the completely unexpected side of a story which I never had ever expect from them...OMG..some stories really blocked my mind..... I will share 2 stories from that many..  which I'll never forget. so there was a friend of mine who acted like a great actor which took me a long time to accept the reality. it's nothing like she did wrong but she was my friend and hid something like that from me.....so what happened is there was a senio...

 https://www.instagram.com/tv/CK7qAe0Hi37/?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet watch that.....that was the beautiful thing that I found on the internet yesterday. "all the time the world will not throw the kind of ball that you want to hit"- this line hit me. I can't get enough... how beautifully they explain everything. okay okay....sooo successfully I got my second-year memo..and I passed in every subject.....yup it feels great....#FeelingGreatful............ I wish my life goes on like this....I don't want to write any kind of supplies in the future too. and yup I went to college today...by god's grace everything was good...it feels like the second inning of my pharm d journey...if my pharm journey was a book then obviously 2nd is a chapter so successfully an end to 2nd year. I'll try to motivate and face everything positively as much as I can....I don't want that...how should I explain...mmm...that negative, depressed kinda thoughts, things and feelin...

 I shouldn't say finally...coz for me it's all going to start from tomorrow....I mean #TheStruggle one😂😅....but finally.. I am here in this new-old world again...I just wish every thing goes well..... You know what....I find a different me at home or hometown...and another person  away from home.... I'll be like a soap bubble at my home😂😂 ..I burst for each and every little thing 😅... here,it's a different me, trying to adjust...I know it's the only thing I have to do here, it's not something super hard... that's what people feel... I may look normal outside but inside me there will be lots of programs running😅....hope everything thing will be okay soon... I'll try to motivate myself as much as I can 💪🏻💪🏻. fighting!!                                                      -Mystery girl

yeah.....when you hear some things that you don't want to and automatically your stress levels turn up high.....and I can't even describe that emotion..it's irritating, frustrated, stressed..aaarrrghh seriouslyy😑😑... soo...the thing is I got a message...that so-called 'notice' thing from college, that the college is going to reopen for offline classes from TOMORROW...yeah and they informed it TODAY..wow..they lost their brains i guess. first of all...I want some time to mentally convince myself to go to college, second thing is I have to shift from my current hostel. the third thing is, it is not at all going to be interesting or fun, I can say it's going to be super stressful. coz you know I have these gems of faculty members who make me regret why I ended up there and the last one is after staying  these many days at home... leaving home is the actual struggle. I Never thought that I would hate my college this much. whatever, they ruined my day....I can'...

  soo there is one person(an uncle)..who is not at all blood related neither well know.. a known person but not too much...my mom used to teach his son and there was some meditation center in their apartment.. which we used to go. that is all I know about him, of course, we live in the same locality. so this totally random person helped us when we required financial support...yeah we have a big family, even there were some people are capable of helping us, but they chose to avoid helping us, I wish they live and die with more wealth and happily ever after coz it was their choice and it is my choice to wish for their happy lives..thanks to god. he may not gave us a huge amount but the effort to he made to help for our need..without any trust issues..like he never ever mentioned that money or stressed to pay him until we return back as we promised... I wish whoever struggling like we did once...hope you find a person like him..and never expect something like that from people you know...

  soo what you are going to read now may sound silly or stupid but this another side of my thoughts... what should I name it🤔... let's do it by the end of this post😅. soo have you ever observed a popcorn carefully... I did... I was thinking that how come a thermocol like thing forms when they pop.. I mean they are just seeds right..not all seeds can do that 😅... I was amazed for a second..like wow...there are soo many little things around us to wonder about ...in our daily life. isn't the human body amazing ..pumping blood against gravity, I mean every living being the way they designed...like how much creativity those pumping systems reflexes, organs...some creatures are really beautiful with unique shapes, patterns of colours...nature really never fails to amaze us....its all just a beautiful creation. annd one more thing that fascinates me is .... when great people (like writers, actors, singers,  scientists, sports players and many more) die.. people feel like they lost...