Mystery Girl's Diaries

 Hello...after a short break... I just read a beautiful quote... It reminded me of myself and where I started... Okay okay, let me start... So as I always say, we humans are Inbuilt with so many emotions, feelings, and all... But we are always defined by the most dominant feature of us... Of course, every human has the same feature of anger, love, ego, joy, and things show qualities like leadership, individuality, loyalty, happiness, and so many things... What I am trying to say is we all have the capability of having every quality, we as humans evolve from childhood by absorbing everything according to our surroundings and environment but at some point, we have to show our individuality when all our characters will be observed, noticed, accessed and judged by others, sometimes they might be wrong but most of the times they are true, coz we are defined by our dominant character. It will be okay for some of us coz we become aware of what we are and get a balance of emotion...

 Yup... That's how life is...I didn't lose connection with anyone "Important". But..yeah! I met so many temporary people...not being in touch with people doesn't mean losing them... You know just life goes on, you get busy as you grow old and in that process, we lose contact with people, and there the actual struggle begins. There will be people who will be understanding and they make it look like it's common and there come other kinds of people who just make it look like it's all your fault and it's okay it's better to leave them there and don't let that kind of people drain your energy. It might sound a little bit hard and rash but yeah that's how living works... slots only for understanding ones. I was wondering how many people I have met all these years of my life...I had and have met soo many people, like from my childhood I can remember that they existed in my life but I am not able to recall their faces but yeah I remember them... I ...

 That's a Netflix docu-series..kind of medical-related. dr. Lisa sanders....ughh is such a role model kind of human..OMG she is soo inspiring... so.. the series was based on the articles she wrote in new york times magazine. and the series was released in 2019 but... I searched for that articles and she is still publishing those in the magazine, I wasn't able to read though coz it was asking for a subscription. how ever she was soo cool..she has my heart..being in the medical field all your goals and intention will be to help people..but somehow it is becoming a source of income only!...for most people. and broke all those, it's not about her but so many people like inspire people like us, it's all in your head and what you choose to do with the position and power you have. Also, I am desperately waiting for the 5th season of the good doctor

 July...how should I describe it... I came home just to chill for 4 days and due to this stupid rain, it extended into a 2-week long vacation. and I am tired of packing bags and then cancelling plans due to rain... however, I enjoy holidays...breaks, and my space... but this weather is driving me crazy..I have heard all the rain songs and watched all the cozy breezy movies. and today I watched 2 movies in which one is released in the year that I was born😂rhtdm. when I said crazy I was not lying. and yooou know what...I feel like these days I lost the power of writing..maybe that's because I lost the motivation or because I got a break after a long or because I became lazy. hoping I just find the motivation to write again andd these days I realized writing is not easy...I know..I know..I did wrote something all these days, I don't know if they are worth reading but some posts are really something valuable for me ...even writing something like that is harder, that's what I l...

 It is a Telugu movie...kind of old movie... I wanted to watch it for many days but finally, I did that today. one of the main reasons was a song from that movie, I love that song, which I guess I have also posted the lyrics here, so..the song is about a confused girl as am I, that song just feels so relatable and close to my heart...with all these reasons I have watched it. it's a flop film..maybe due to so many reasons but I loved it... not in an entertaining way but because of the message they wanted to give and the female lead role is so relatable. she is so confused maybe any girl can relate to that coz marriage is not that easy and aaa huge part of life...little confusion is inevitable I guess. I just hope that everything happens like a flow, without me going through another flood of thoughts..and I am sacred af.

O kay, it came from a discussion with one of my friends. They say where there is love there is trust and vice-versa. What I said was you don't need to love every person you trust, you can trust someone even if you don't love them. There needs to be...there must be trust between two people in any kind of relationship. Maybe there is no love without trust. OMG?! wait? what!...my mind was different when I started writing this, am I convinced that you need to love the person to trust. NO, you can trust the person without loving, just like we trust banks, we don't love them, isn't it??! ...we trust doctors right?? there will be some relations we just trust them without love. Since I titled it love vs trust... Love or trust? what is more important?, well I say in any relationship trust is more important, there is no value or point in having love without trust in some relations. It's not love or trust it should be love and trust in relationships... I mean emotional and att...

Respect is all I look for in a person and respect is the thing that I crave... I don't know why I am like this from the beginning...I always wanted to be respected. It's not like I am a queen people have to follow me, maybe I was, in my life. Respect is what everyone should learn from their childhood. actually what is respect according to you?... what I think is ...it is how much you value others. You can judge a person's character based on how they respect people. Respect is not always about others...  It can be about you, how you treat yourself, and how you let others put you down. Respecting yourselves is one of the most important things we can do ourselves as much as we respect others, Respecting yourself is not letting others disrespect you, just moving away from them that's how you respect yourself...don't let someone use you. waste your time and vice versa..that's how a healthy relationship should exist. and I am frustrated with people about both things e...