Mystery Girl's Diaries

  I  just saw a post on "opinions"... so, I thought why don't I write my "opinion" on "opinions".😂   in my "opinion" opinions define 'you', the way you think, your vision, your experiences. opinions are healthy until you keep them to yourself, the problem starts when they become public. yeah, even if the people ask themself about your opinion, be careful and wise with your words coz you already know people 'judge' easily. even more when you are happy or in better poison than them, you will be in the spotlight. I hate this opinion thing ....coz these days people are having no limits for their opinions, your opinions only matter as important as you are to them and as valid as your opinion is.  if a person asks your opinion that doesn't mean they don't about that thing or maybe, your opinion not matters all the time, they just respect you and your opinion.  opinions also depend on the opposite person's maturity, the ...

yeahhh... it's been soo long, I loved the lockdown more man... it doesn't mean I am hating the new normal, I am just liking it a little less.. what should I write...mmm so, don't know why but I am feeling very happy for what I have, I am feeling grateful for everything that's happening to me. thank god for everything...and I am a little scared of the future too, don't ask me why? I am scared whenever something happens in my favour, I hope nothing bad happens.  I am trying to be happy these days and I am and I was too ..but I never noticed the good things maybe I focused more on unwanted things... hope this continues, all good vibes...                                                                                                     ...

 

How did I didn't write a post on expectations? Ask me who hurt me the most, obviously my expectations 🙂. Yeah...I used to expect a lot for every little thing in my life and got hurt a lot. I still do but now I am aware of what if things do not happen according to my expectations. The level of your expectations is directly proportional to the level of disappointment we are going to face (Not every time). The only thing I want to say is, it is not wrong to expect, but be mentally prepared for whatever result you are going to face. expectations are our own assumptions, imagination. you are responsible for your imagination, don't blame others, people may make us expect but we have to control ourselves and stop ourselves from getting hurt. the same applies to others too, you are not responsible for other's expectations, it's their imagination.  just believe, trust it as what it is. if you are a person who expects someone to do something for your satisfaction or pleasure, th...

Yeah...I want to appreciate myself, what I am today. After watching some people and the way think..... I feel that I have grown up so nice (this post may sound obsessive and overrated..still I want to do this) I am grateful for each and every single person who invested their time, love, and efforts in my life. I am forever grateful for my family (obviously everyone is!).....but today what I am is bcoz of my situations, the way I think is bcoz of the things that I have been experiencing. My family, my mom....she never let me down, irrespective of situations, she never said no to anything that I have asked her, she never made me feel less.  Moreover, the precious thing that I get from my family is their trust and freedom...they never question me too much, they never restrict me, they give me the chance to choose myself for my things, I don't know if it's a great thing for everyone...but for me it's a thing that makes me feel the luckiest, blessed, grateful for. besides people...

 "Sorry" I forgot to mention this...sorry is the most stupidest word someone has ever invented...like people are destroying the whole meaning of the sorry... It doesn't mean you can do whatever you want and say sorry. Sorry can change nothing I sayy.. atleast for me, sorry is nothing.  People are not even genuinely sorry when they do something they are sorry for... I hate to hear sorry, it's irritating. Just don't do something for which you have to say sorry, when you genuinely sorry the opposite person can observe it in your actions,in your words.                                                                                                                             ...

 https://youtu.be/ipbCzTxa6CM   It is the best thing that I watched today on the internet. sadguru spoke beautifully. OMG, the way he put his words is just awesome. yeah...today I am going to write something which is one of my weird traits😆. apart from things that annoy me. somethings also scare me, I am not scared of people that much, the little that I feel is maybe due to the respect I give them. okay coming to the point, what is scares me is attention, am I the only one who feels like this, seriously my anxiety goes peaks when someone gives me attention suddenly.. or when some who never cared about my existence suddenly starts to care about me. (wait! did I write this already? okay, who cares) is this some kind of complexity like an inferiority complex... I don't know but I hate that when someone tries to move closely with me or wants to know me.  I am scared that I may start depending on them if get used to them, I am scared that I may hurt them, what if they st...