Mystery Girl's Diaries

I just wanna say that you never know me even after reading my whole blog🤭...(felt cool😎).#OkayBye🤭😅 Hell yeah!!!!😬😑 Yeah mann!! I am okay with being normal... however they don't even remember  your existence from next day.(I include myself too...but I don't make some drama kinda thing of showering all the love .I just wish them🤗😌).yeah I defend myself coz this is my space😂🤭.   Blame your self😆🤷🏻‍♀️    

  hmmm...... basically I am so scared to do things alone, I used to depend on people for every little thing in my life.  anddd there comes a point in life where you don't want to trouble anyone and to do things on your own ....so that happened to me eventually.... I had to move from my home town for studies..and I started to learn to do things by myself.. like now I am travelling alone..I mean it is not a great thing or too long.. for me, it is still a great thing to do all myself... you know what....I went all alone and I was walking alone on the way of my veryy first day of college ... I still remember that day...before that, I was never away from home, I never stayed in a hostel....and for me, it was soo tough to balance myself in that new environment.. I still struggle to live there...but I am used to it now. (I have already written it in some post I guess). okay okay, I am taking this story somewhere else😅. to a person like me doing anything little thing alone requires t...

umm... thought-provoking right?! but I love debates and I love to argue about somethings. I was scrolling on insta and stopped at this..like for almost 1 minute I guess. what I think is none of them is right!. isn't it life is neither full of good things to focus on good nor bad. we should see the situation or problem "as it is"... how we are going to "accept it" is our choice and the choices we make depend on our experiences and perspectives.  I think we are nobody to judge someone's choice unless we really know them, then try to change them or help them..only if it's a bad choice or some kid doing something immaturely.  what funny is that I am writing here all these things like I am someone who is soo much experienced. of course, these are just my opinions, my thoughts. if I  keep all these kinds of things in mind I may go crazy someday. I wish I could share these kinds of things with human beings around me..but again people judge(this is how I see peo...

 This is the question that I ask myself mosht of the time... There are a bunch of old heads I mean ooold people. I mean people who had seen life more than I did... I thought people become wise and humble as they get old... but these people are becoming more stupid and senseless...  So.. what happened is...let's imagine there are people of almost the same age and an old guy... generally what will you expect in return a person to do... What I do... I expect the person to greet both of us in the same manner...but no... Should I say it as partiality or stupidity... Like..  should I have my own 3,4 bhk flat and 1 crore bank balance ...to that stupid someone treat me properly.. isn't the relation we have is enough...... And God have given me these two eyes and some common sense to watch this? Why I have to experience all this bullshit and it is not even worth it....no matter how much I convince myself, how much I try to ignore all these things that happen in my daily life...I e...

A feeling that everyone hates..maybe not everyone but most of us least expect from others That is something called sympathy, pity, compassion. don't do anything out of sympathy to others, at least don't let that person know, they feel like shit if they find it. (P.S: this not a suggestion..it's just what I feel). should I name it as a complex feeling, that's how people feel about and react to sympathy- complex. instead of showing sympathy or feeling pity let's help to motivate them or make them feel confident by giving them an assurance that we are there for you. don't know why I was randomly thinking about pity... seriously I don't know how to respond to someone who says that they failed an exam, or to someone who lost a person... all I know showing sympathy makes them feel more miserable. I might experience it sometime, that made an impression like this. haha...                                   ...

  we are humans we love and hate things....... hate doesn't mean hate...maybe things I don't want to hear or I like less or I don't appreciate at all or things that annoy me. if I make a list of everything that I hate that would be loong... so, for now,  I'll write things that I hate to hear, coz I am really annoyed by some things. the topmost thing that I hate to hear is what are you doing? and did you ate?😑.  I mean when people text me these kinds of things on apps like Whatsapp ,insta, etc.,...if I am doing something why would I use that app, why would I cht with them... and of course we are humans we have to eat to live, ..okay if say I didn't eat, what do they do. I am really annoyed with this kind of questions these days. don't know if I am getting short-tempered or people are becoming annoying ... the second but most important thing that I hate to hear "SUGGESTIONS"... yeah "I don't suggest someone until they ask me to do it" .. a...

Novels that I have read and reading currently I am just a beginner reading novels... but I can say I love reading. 1. the subtle art of not giving a f*ck- Mark Manson 2. the secret - Rhonda Byrne 3. how to be confident under stress 4. the power of your subconscious mind-  joseph murphy 5. her last wish- Ajay k Pandey  ( i just read that in one go) 6. I too had a love story 7. something that I never told you 8. a girl in room 105 9. revolution 2020  10.happiness hypothesis 11. the bestseller 12. alchemist 13. Mrs. funny bones 14. who will cry when you die 15. ikighai 16. Oka yogi 17. Social psychology 18. atomic habits 19. It ends with us 20 . IT starts with us 21. Surrounded by idiots 22. Maybe you should talk to someone 23. The monk who sold his Ferrari  still, some are downloaded which I haven't read yet😉