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so... today what happend is....

 hmmm...... basically I am so scared to do things alone, I used to depend on people for every little thing in my life. 

anddd there comes a point in life where you don't want to trouble anyone and to do things on your own ....so that happened to me eventually.... I had to move from my home town for studies..and I started to learn to do things by myself.. like now I am travelling alone..I mean it is not a great thing or too long.. for me, it is still a great thing to do all myself...

you know what....I went all alone and I was walking alone on the way of my veryy first day of college ... I still remember that day...before that, I was never away from home, I never stayed in a hostel....and for me, it was soo tough to balance myself in that new environment.. I still struggle to live there...but I am used to it now. (I have already written it in some post I guess).


okay okay, I am taking this story somewhere else😅.

to a person like me doing anything little thing alone requires to put a lot of self-motivation (now I am changed, I don't require all that now, only for a few things). 

SOOOOO, TODAY I WENT TO OPEN A BANK ACCOUNT ALONE😂😁🙈......you don't understand how proud I felt, finally I had a situation to behave like an adult and educated person😂😂(okay, don't laugh at me).

listen to the actual joke now... there was a person in reception who gave me the application.

he was asking about my studies and all....and finally what he said is...I did M.pharmacy.

I am like whattt??... I said why are you working in a bank?

so he said his story that he didn't get paid well and all...

and in the end, I got a FREE SUGGESTION that PHARMACY FIELD HAS NO SCOPE nowadays.

umm... I don't wanna judge...him it was his journey, maybe he wants others to be careful, he struggled that much that he ended up working in a bank....it was nice talking to an unknown person after a long time, listening to his story.

life is unexpected always, I don't know where I might end😅.


                                                                                                                    -Mystery girl




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