Mystery Girl's Diaries

I don't know what I am doing with my life these days... I don't know if I am impatient, impulsive, or aggressive... It is overwhelming... I have even cried after moving in..because it was too much for me to accept and all that happened in a single day... and guess what?! I left that internship after my 3rd day of work...of course, it was not at all related to my academics and they kind of started to stress me...well after all this what I thought was will I be ever able to do a 9 to 5 job. and my love life...I am trying my best..it is at its best right now. I am also enjoying these days...discovering new things about myself ...I am chef material believe me...I am pretty proud of myself... well I am also lazy....but these days I am having quality sleep and great naps. I just hope everything happened for something good in the future and I badly want to earn this year.                              ...

I know...I know... I am being lazy and busy these days and in between these days, some massive changes have happened in my life in the last week.  Sooo... I have moved out of the hostel and NOWW, I am living alone in my space(I am screaming inside). I don't know if what I did is right or what I did was a great decision but yeah it is what I have always wanted and it happened....I have manifested indeed. Of course, my parents are aware and I happened to have a small argument kind of thing at the hostel that I have stayed in. Well! let's say, it helped me to move out finally... I have struggled soo much more than I need by staying there. on this note, I am really grateful for my family and mossttt importantly my friends, who support me, help me, and tolerate me ... I am really really grateful for having a few people who always think of me and look after me.... all the love right back to them Anyway, Wish me luck.... all I know is whatever happens it is going to be an experience, ...