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LIFE UPDATES/UPGRADES 😉 - MARCH 2023

I know...I know... I am being lazy and busy these days and in between these days, some massive changes have happened in my life in the last week. 

Sooo...

I have moved out of the hostel and NOWW, I am living alone in my space(I am screaming inside).

I don't know if what I did is right or what I did was a great decision but yeah it is what I have always wanted and it happened....I have manifested indeed.

Of course, my parents are aware and I happened to have a small argument kind of thing at the hostel that I have stayed in. Well! let's say, it helped me to move out finally... I have struggled soo much more than I need by staying there. on this note, I am really grateful for my family and mossttt importantly my friends, who support me, help me, and tolerate me ... I am really really grateful for having a few people who always think of me and look after me.... all the love right back to them

Anyway, Wish me luck.... all I know is whatever happens it is going to be an experience, and anddd I have been trying to do a part-time job or internship for a long time...finally I found one, actually I have dared to accept one finally( it is a 2-month internship).... I know the pay is less and the work is more...but it is the first job that I have found by myself and the person who is a co-founder, he is the one who contacted me and communicated well...and for the first time I am not scared and I feel like, I am confident.... I hope for all the good things and big things in my life from here.

and I will seriously make a schedule to write at least one post a week from now... 

I know it going to be hard too, but everything is ...

to all the hustlers out there, we might not find the thing or the results we expect, and it might not happen every time but something even better happens in our lives... let's just keep hoping, keep believing, and keep hustling.

                                                                    

                                                                            -Mystery girl                           



                                                                                      

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