Mystery Girl's Diaries

 Crying has always been a part of my life... you can call me sensitive or crybaby or whatever. coz even I thought, that I was sensitive, I blamed myself for a few years and you know as I went through a phase where all I did was cry...well it was bad and I will be bad when I lose control. and here I am stopped blaming myself and yeah this is the way I am. I am sensitive, I am emtotioanl. I get deeply connected to things..there was a time when I cried because some kids plucked the plant that I planted. Everyone has different coping mechanisms for the things that happen in their everyday lives, maybe crying is my way of coping with things. and because of "Me" feeling too much for things or emotionally getting connected to things, I can understand things in a different way, maybe because of that, I can write whatever I'm writing here. So embracing ourselves, the way we are is necessary once in a while but don't encourage yourself in such a way that bothers others. and I s...

Yeah, what I meant to say is it is what it is accept it the way it is and just move on. No matter how much you try, no matter how much you want some things are just not meant for us ..people need to realize accept and move on. No matter how much you fantasize about it in your head, some things are just not meant for us. Some people never change. Some people never want you no matter how hard your efforts are. No matter how much you try to fit in, some places are not meant for you. On the other hand, some things happen just effortlessly, you don't have to force yourself. You don't have to overexplain yourself, some people just get you. Some places are just meant for you, where everything just feels right. What I say is, whatever the situation may be, there is a time where people have to realize things and just accept the things the way they are. There are people who succeed after years of trying, which is really great, but there are also people who give up and find their thing af...

 yeayyy.....finally, I have manifested a trip.....this year I desperately wished for a trip on the new year and even on my birthday too... I went on a trip... which was a sudden plan actually, I never thought that it would actually work out..but yeah everything was in our favor and we had a great tour... Of course, so many bad things did happen in between... I mean not bad but the kind of things that made us panic... even before we started, we didn't find a vehicle, the one we thought was not worked out..then the car was all set, just after we started vehicle suddenly stopped, don't know why but I didn't have any expectations or plans. my brain was completely blank, neither with positive nor negative thoughts. however, it started working again and we started again. then, we got lost in an unknown route, that route was terrible and terrific it was kind of a thriller for me, and trust me that route in the dense forest at midnight was worth a horror film, and you know what aft...