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MISSION SIRONCHA

 yeayyy.....finally, I have manifested a trip.....this year I desperately wished for a trip on the new year and even on my birthday too...

I went on a trip... which was a sudden plan actually, I never thought that it would actually work out..but yeah everything was in our favor and we had a great tour...

Of course, so many bad things did happen in between... I mean not bad but the kind of things that made us panic... even before we started, we didn't find a vehicle, the one we thought was not worked out..then the car was all set, just after we started vehicle suddenly stopped, don't know why but I didn't have any expectations or plans. my brain was completely blank, neither with positive nor negative thoughts.

however, it started working again and we started again. then, we got lost in an unknown route, that route was terrible and terrific it was kind of a thriller for me, and trust me that route in the dense forest at midnight was worth a horror film, and you know what after reaching out to the people on the roads and patrolling police we found that it was Naxal area, just imagine how much it scared us, thank god that, we found that after we got out of that area.

yeah, just like they say difficult routes lead to beautiful destinations, after so many ups and downs without a plan or any idea about the routes and roads, we reached badrachalam first, then araku, and by gods grace, we got free rooms with the help of a friend in araku, we spent 2 nights there after visiting araku viewpoint and katika waterfalls, borra caves, we started for lambasingi before reaching lambasingi there was a place with a small lake and fields, beautiful view with we did zip lining there, then we started to Vizag, I don't say I was disappointed with that but I was not satisfied, it was our last place, and touched an ocean for the first time, I was scared to watch that huge water body, generally I'm scared of water and of course, it was not a calm ocean soon after it started raining and we returned.

and yeah we had a great time. may this will be the beginning of so many new things...manifesting more and more new things into my life.


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