Skip to main content

Attachments

 I hate attachments and I mean it coz everyone is gonna hurt in the end. 

And I learned it a Hard way maybe I still get attached but rarely but I definitely hurt, it's maybe not them but me, yeah I am the problem coz I expect. I don't know how to not expect...arrghh...and it is not about a girlfriend-boyfriend relationship. I am talking about normal relations we have with our family and friends.

The thing I already mentioned somewhere and again I am writing, I don't let anyone into my life that easily...and people who put constant efforts to stay in touch with me after I ignored them and ghosted them like anything will have a place and after all that, all they do is hurt, it's not about them again it's about me, even after knowing everything I still expect, and that's not what I want to do again and again coz it hurts, I have this thing fixed in mind that nobody really cares when I Said no I mean NOBODY!. And it hurts as much as the person becomes close and I am scared, now I am scared of friendships or any kind of attachments, I just wish I had some switches in my head to switch if this attachment thing, it is maybe because I take people seriously, I value the little circle of mine and very few people who are around me. All I wanna say is a person has to be mentally and emotionally strong like hell to have a stress-free life... I hope I would become that kind of person one day   

 


                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         -Mystery girl


                                             


Labels:

Comments

  1. Rapid PhysicaFebruary 18, 2022 at 11:11 PM

    After reading your writings, I would say that you are kind, emotional and trusting people quickly. The circle you are talking about is necessary sometimes. It helps to prevent future mishaps. I believe that we should not allow others to understand us completely (about our weaknesses and goodness). This is the key to allowing others to harm us.

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Love is..??

Hmm... Love is??! Maybe love is missing someone, no matter how busy you are. Maybe love is liking the things that person used to like. Maybe love is an endless hope. Maybe love is that smile we get when we think of them. Maybe love is the pain we are aware of but still keep chasing. Maybe love is going back to the same person again and again. Maybe love is longing for someone, even when you know they won't be yours. Maybe love is finding comfort in their memories, even when they're not around. Maybe love is realizing that, no matter how far apart, they are always close to your heart. Maybe love is both joyful and painful, hopeful yet uncertain. Maybe love is confusion and clarity at the same time. Maybe love is...(you finish it!)                                                                  ...
5 comments
Read more

Commitment Issues or Am I Just Lazy or Scared?

Okay, here’s the thing......I think I have commitment issues.  And no, I’m not just talking about relationships.  It’s about opportunities, jobs, and basically anything that requires me to actually make a decision and stick with it. Right now, I’ve got an offer.....a good one. And I’m freaking out.  You’d think I’d be relieved or excited, but instead, I’m just... paralyzed. I keep asking myself: Am I being lazy? Am I just scared? Or is it some weird mix of both? It’s not like I’m not getting opportunities. I am. I get calls, but the moment they come through, my brain goes into overdrive. All I hear is, “What if it doesn’t work out? What if I end up hating it? What if I’m just setting myself up for disappointment again?” I think I’m so used to things not going as planned that I’ve developed this weird instinct to just... avoid. Maybe I’m just exhausted. Or maybe I’ve been burned one too many times, and now I’m too cautious for my own good. Either way, I can’t deny that the...
3 comments
Read more

so far 2025 is...

So far, 2025 has been hard, maybe the hardest. Every past year was tough, but this one feels like it's draining the life out of me. I left my job with hope, and it hasn't even been three months, yet I already feel like a loser. I mean, sometimes I even feel  underconfident because it's been almost a year since I graduated, and then... These months feel like three different lifetimes. I went on a trip in January, which was cool...because it was Kanyakumari. And then, again... I lost my uncle...Something I never, ever expected to happen. And now, I'm going through a tough time in my relationship. I mean, why do I have to go through all of this? It's not like I'm sitting idle. I'm taking on-call shifts at a nearby hospital, thinking about a startup, and applying to hundreds of jobs. But still, I feel like a failure.  I know, I know...I’m not a failure. I’m much better than this. But every single year, life keeps testing my patience and tolerance. At times, I’ve...
8 comments
Read more