Mystery Girl's Diaries

 I just love that song...should I say it as nostalgia or throwback..coz I heard it years ago...and now again....... Why do writers write such beautiful songs for girls.. why?!... Which increase their level of expectations on life ....I mean love and boys🤷🏻‍♀️.   I am going to marry someone who dedicates me such songs 😒😏. #Okaybye

😂😂😂 I know it's a little bit harsh..but I just wanted to post this on my social media accounts but again,people think this is about them so I'll just leave this here for my satisfaction😌  

  Yesterday was my mom's birthday and i forgot that😑😑😑😑...  i just want to slap myself for what i did...obviously we are not going to celebrate but remembering is the atleast thing that i can do....🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️. chi chi chi....here she is dedicated her whole life for us and we can't even remember her day... that is the kind of  environment i am in😬😬... okay it's a mistake, i am a stupid...really how can i forgot that mannn....                                                                       

 https://youtu.be/G-4tJ63X5vo.  OMG I saw it after these many days... Justin's words in the end...wow..just amazing that's what any other girl like me wants to hear...BTW what he said was.."not everything needs to be physical, I can love her without even needing to touch her"..... okay i am touched..... First I was and iam fan of  his songs, now for the way he is. "baby" was the first ever english song that i had heard and loved and ofcourse selena's and his story was a thing at that time. it's really awesome that a 13 year's old kid achieving soo much by that time.  there was me ..dumb and living like nobody😑                                                                                                       ...

       

 Ummm.....back to home........Yes it's a mess for now around me... Today I read these lines by some one one social media... "All truths are easy to understand once they are discovered..... The point is trying to find and figure out which is what"...... isn't it amazing... I loved it.... Andd iam also going to write messy mess as a happy ending part 2 with actual messy story😅 WE ARE HUMANS EVERY ONE WILL MAKE MISTAKES, EVERY ONE HERE ARE NOT MONKS OR GOD TO BE CORRECT ALL THE TIME. Try to Question your self once.  People easily fall into conclusions before knowing the whole thing......I hope people discover truth rather than focusing on their own ideology or perspective.... See...the point of justice is to be fair,not to force or manipulate one... Coz it's maybe life time decision for someone......It is to find the actual truth and  do "justice" . It should not be a one sided thing.  Hope people focus more on "How to solve the issue"than "...

 

 Mmm.... At this moment.... In a train.... Sitting by window side... Watching the moving world.......surrounded by unknown people.... I should say no matter what travelling is an emotion... Actually I want to write this in my journal but... I don't want people's attention 😂..... Mmm okay bye let me njoy my music 🎶🎵                                             -mystery girl

 

  And may be that is why I cry like a stupid every time.........I too felt that🙂

 it is easy to fall into the habit of condemning others, even those we love most. We criticize the way someone eats or the manner in which she speaks.  We focus on the most minute details and find fault with the smallest of issues. But what we focus on grows. And if we keep focusing on a small weakness in someone, it will continue to grow in our minds until we perceive it to be a big problem in that person.  Wouldd you really want to live in a world where everyone looked, acted and thought exactly as you do? It would be a pretty boring place. To live a happier, more peaceful life, begin to see that the richness of our society comes from its diversity. What makes relationships, communities and countries great are not the things that we have in common but the differences that make us unique. Rather than looking for things to criticize in those around you, why not begin to respect the differences? Often, we perceive in others the weakness we most need to address within ours...

 umm what i wanna ask is..... have you ever felt like shit or someone made you feel like shit? do you also feel like nobody on this earth like you?  or some times they make you feel like you are the most lovable shit on this planet?..........  do am I the only one who feel like this? this kinda questions run in my head frequently coz I am an over thinker 😑😑.

 social psychology-this is a book that i am currenty reading (i love psychology), it's an interesting one...ther are soo mannyy quotes in the book and i am absolutely loving that.   “We cannot be distinguished from our situations, for they form us and decide our possibilities” . One problem with common sense is that we invoke it after we know the facts  Events are far more “obvious” and predictable in hindsight than beforehand.    “It is easy to be wise after the event.” —Sherlock Holmes,

I love quotes... don't know how  do those writers write all these stuff, coz expressing feeling exactly in words is the most difficult thing that i know !! aaandd some quotes are relatable af , some time i randomly see some posts of quotes and those are the exact things i am at or i'll be thinking at that time.......some quotes just hitt you hard even if you are not experienced about the content in that...huh... there are thousand of quotes that stay in my gallery for no reason, i just love them, i will not be able to press delete on them.....................................i find them on social media like insta, pinterest, fb,etc.., etc...,specially these day books, novels. so i have decided that i am going to post some of them on blog according to my mood and situations or when i have nothing to do........credits belong to those respected pages of social media..  this last one is dammn....that is soo me...forgetting is my main problem  

 Umm... I don't know if I should say "admirer" or not. Coz what I post is not really admirable I guess😅. So what happened is, after starting this blog in may of this year. I changed it into a private Blog for some time, It's been a month that I set this blog into public. recently I have been getting views right after posting !! That made me really happy,. Basically I get excited even for little things that happen and this blog is like my baby, of course, my diary, that really made my day... I hope someone who knows me will not be that "mystery admirer".                                                                                                                          -Mystery ...

 sometimes i feel like am i cursed or what😫.............  why do i have to go through all this drama. every one may not have great like, but atleast some people have good family, then why i am only having this kind of "father". i do dream about having happy days at home but that never happened (coz it's a dream!), i feel like hell at home. sometimes i even get scared to call mom or when mom calls me when iam at hostel, coz i know she is going to tell me about that beast like human which is definitely going to hurt me. i am done with crying and all, you can't even imagine how much that human made me cry and i had to go through a phase of like becoz of him and he never going to realize that. the sad part is that i can't share this with anyone, coz i feel shamed, i feel miserable, i am afraid that people will feel pity on me. what can they even do if understand its a solution less problem i guess coz the person is the only problem. i wish this house had atleast anot...

  k-drams are love❤. I am loving them and i am so much into south korea these days.  I am mad about visiting south korea one day. maybe sound like dreamy me but this is serious one. #keepdreaming.

  you can't even imagine how much iam crushing over ipad ......to this those unboxings videos always appear on suggestions on youtube😬... hope there comes a day where i buy my own one and use that MY OWN IPAD which will be released at that time.