i hate my self for what i did 😐

 Yesterday was my mom's birthday and i forgot that😑😑😑😑... 

i just want to slap myself for what i did...obviously we are not going to celebrate but remembering is the atleast thing that i can do....🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️. chi chi chi....here she is dedicated her whole life for us and we can't even remember her day... that is the kind of  environment i am in😬😬... okay it's a mistake, i am a stupid...really how can i forgot that mannn....