BTS IS BACKKKK

I once wrote a post called “He Left Me in the Ocean” (back in Nov).

Back then, I was drowning. I even cried reading it to my therapist.

Now? I read it and laugh a little (I find it hilarious… I mean, so much drama...who cries reading? I do).

Not because it was stupid… but because I’m not that person anymore.

And then BTS comes back.

And out of all songs… they drop “Swim.”

The irony?? Insane.

Back then, I was afraid of drowning.

And now here they are, telling me…

dive.

Not “get out.”

Not “be careful.”

But go deeper.

And suddenly, it clicks.

Not pulling me out.

Not rescuing me.

But staying… right there.

Like....“You’re okay. You can handle this. Don’t be afraid of what you feel.”

That’s exactly what they do… stay with us through their songs and tell us to love ourselves. So meaningful. And their personalities...omg...so endearing. They feel human in so many ways, not just like celebrities. And they are handsome as hell

They don’t save you.

They sit with you until you learn how to save yourself.

And I think that’s why I love them so much.

Because they feel human. Real. Endearing in the smallest ways.

And here I am again…

completely consumed in their content,

realizing how much I missed this feeling.

It’s not just music.

It’s comfort. Its growth. It’s… coming back to yourself.

And yeah…

I’m not drowning anymore.

I’m learning how to swim.

And I looove ittt.

They’re starting their world tour on my birthday 😭😭😭

They took so long to come back that I ended up dating a boy below the bar and ruined my record of being single… but who cares? And who knows? No one knows. Let’s just say I was always single.

I was so busy crying that I missed Jungkook’s whole album. I mean, how could I do that to myself? He was my longest-standing wallpaper… he was everywhere. I love him. (It’s rare for me to consistently have a crush on the same person for this long. I got to know them in 2021...I even wrote a post back in 2021😭, and my feelings are still the same.)

Now I’m listening to and watching all the missed songs and content on loop to make up for it. I’m currently obsessed with “Yes or No.”

2026 is definitely doing its thing.

                                                                    -Mystery girl