Life Updates - Feb 2026

Ummmmm....

You know, I used to say a lot that I’m a confused soul. I think I’m slowly changing that narrative. Maybe in a few years, I won’t be confused.

Life feels peaceful and in control, maybe because I stopped stressing over uncontrollable things.

And I started taking baby steps regarding what I want and all. Maybe that’s all we need to do.

Life was uncertain before and even now, but I used to stress a lot because i wnated my life to be in my control. Now I’m not. I’m like, whatever happens, happens.

I have to find another job, but this time I don’t want to apply to every single job that I come across. I think I’ll apply intentionally.

And I’m removing each and every single person, thought, and thing that makes me question myself in a negative way...my worth, my peace, or anything.

I’m not settling for anything less than what I deserve. It can be an experience, a person, or anything. I’m never letting myself down ever again in my life.

I stopped questioning, Why me? Why this? Why not me?..... It’s just pointless spiraling.

Just do what you can do, spend what you can spend, and chill.

In between all this, I started living my life again the way I used to. I click ten thousand pictures, go to new places, and that’s my ideal life.

My friends say I’m great company. My girls hype me up for every little thing, and my mom is the sweetest. And yeah, life is happening.

And I might have tears of joy in my eyes because the place I was in four months ago, and all the days before that, were hell. I know it broke me, and I also know that I made it out alive, gracefully. And I’m still that girl who gets excited about little things, and I’m still the person who loves rom-coms.

I love myself and my life currently, and I learned the hard way to love myself even during tough times. Maybe I tried to blame myself or run away from myself when things were hard, and I used to say I hated myself and my life. Ugh, stupid me.

I’m just full of gratitude.

And everything that’s happening to me is not luck or coincidence. It’s because I’m consciously choosing the things I want. It is the way it is because I made sure it is.

                                                                                                                            -Mystery girl