Rewind 2025

Who knew I needed a 2025 in my life?

So far, no regrets. Some things are meant to happen exactly the way they do, so yeah...no complaints.

2025 came as a full package of ups and downs, and I lived every bit of it.

I saw life. I saw death. I experienced failures, and I experienced wins.

More than anything, I went on a Banaras trip and did so many things for the first time in my life. Even with all the doubts, I just kept going....and honestly, I’m loving it.

Am I a different person now? Yes. More hopeful, with more strength and confidence...maybe.

And yeah… for me to become this person, I had to go through all of that.

Somehow, I fall in love with myself a little harder every time I come out of a dark place. I’m grateful for all the new people I met, for the love I received, and for everyone who helped me heal...because there were days I felt like breaking.

It feels like I went through a massive plane crash and had to rebuild the plane myself, with a little help from my closest people and, of course, therapy. I think my plane is built now. Maybe I’m on the runway, ready to take off.

My therapist asked what I’m looking forward to in 2026 and how I imagine the next few months.

I said I’ve had enough till 2025...2026 has to be better. There are no other options. And I don’t know how, but deep down, I have this gut feeling that it will be better. And I trust that. 

And I'm going to turn 25 this year, and I'm excited.

I’m going to find a better job...8-12 LPA. That’s it. I said what I said.

Life feels hopeful and peaceful again, and I like it this way. And this time, since I’m building it intentionally, I know for a fact it’s going to stay...and no one can take that away from me.

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