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My Second job

Hellowww...

I have joined this company called Qure.ai, which sounded and felt interesting, and they also offered slightly better pay compared to other offers I had. A few offers were even worse - they were offering 15-20k. I mean, I did a doctoral degree for nothing?

However, it wasn't an easy process. Staying unemployed for 6 months was very stressful....I felt like I was stuck, useless, maybe not talented enough, because I was this kid who had waited all these years to be financially independent. But I'm also not the kind of person who is okay with just anything that happens to me...you know, basically I'm a person who questions everything and can only commit and proceed if I'm satisfied with the answers.

So in that moment, this offer felt like a better option. It's contract work based on the project, which is for 11 months. It's going okay for now, so yeah, let's see what's in store for me ahead.

Am I fully satisfied? No. This isn’t the career path I once envisioned for myself. But I’m grateful for the chance to learn, to contribute, and to keep moving forward. And I know I’m not alone....many are still waiting for an opportunity like this.

I’m still growing. Still figuring it out.

Still learning and still trying to be a better person...

                    

                                                                                                        -    Mystery girl



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  1. Rapid PhysicaAugust 1, 2025 at 11:00 PM

    I have gone through the company website. It is a good company that is working on artificial intelligence. Best wishes dear :)

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