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A letter to myself(2024)

 This feels kinda time capsule... omg I wrote it in 2021..(baby me).

soo i was watching a RUN BTS  where they were writing a letter to their future self...so I got inspired and I wrote one for me..I had tears when I read this for the first time( I don't know when I read this exactly,y but I definitely read it after graduation)..i haven't edited a single line from it...

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This time I am high on BTS... okay, so recently when I was watching BTS, there was a run bts episode where they wrote letters to themselves... I was like..yeah I have to do this..this is crazy...

So a letter to myself, obviously to my future self... Okay, when should I read this🤔🤔...okayyy you are going to read this after your graduation in 2024. I hope this letter brings a smile and a little hope at the end of this letter.

Uhh...hey girl..I mean mystery girl..hai..baunnava..I hope you are healthy. And are you happy? Hope you are..even if you are not..still it's okay... That's not a new thing for you..Hope you are stronger, mentally and physically now more than you were in the past...you have come through a long way...

Just to remind you, coz you have to...when we went to the doctor and cried hopelessly...make it all worth it... regret less and accept more.

I hope you are satisfied with what you are now and what you are living... You have to achieve so many things... Ippud laaga kaakunda... I hope you achieve what you wish for coz you were nothing in the past..you were only a dreamer...by the time you read this letter I hope you are an achiever..and you know..you never wanted a normal life..eadho brathikinama ante brathikinama annattu kaakunda...hope you dream big as always and achieve big. And if you are reading this in 2024, I have to ask you this..do remember that yellow coat thing..hahaha... If didn't get that... Nuvv maaraledhu...Then I am definitely not happy. At least I'll feel happy if you tried....if got that congratulation..now you have just started your war..you have to fight like anything..so that you fulfill your self..mana dreams korikalu maawool ga undav ga marii..If you are living a normal life by then too...with being happy with what you are..Then I have no option. Maybe you will be okay with that..but This me(2021 me) will definitely not be proud and this me always wishes the best for you, and I'll definitely make you proud..ohh no I just realized.. I was putting you on the spot, but whatever you become or have is because of this me right?! okay sorry..If I fail to carry all this hope you try a little harder than me.... Anddd andd I wish you were a little less aggressive, more wise and ego odhhu please self respect a muddhu😂😂Lol... vareniki telsu mundhu mundhu em undho...it's all fate and destiny..Hope you know how to love yourself by then, and hope you found your love. You remember your bucket list right... Andhulo okkati kaniisam okkati fullfill cheskodaaniki try cheyy...be as you are ananau... learn more..you have to change according to your situation so that you can balance everything around you..I'll always love whatever you are..coz you are me🤭🤗..more power to you, don't settle for less, don't disappoint yourself..keep fighting..love love and love 

Mostly this letter sounds better for me than my future self..well... good Vibes only...more happiness and loveeeeee..love ya...



                                                      - Axxxxx(not a mystery girl)



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