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2023 - SO MUCH TO TELL

 I don't know why I became this person..... I mean my productivity has hit rock bottom..

coming to the point...I haven't mentioned little details about 2023...

the biggest and biggest thing is me living alone..moving to a room..

trust me I became lazy and kind of responsible..I don't know if I should appreciate myself for being that daring or blame myself for still being the same lazy idiot.

apart from that..

my uncle's dog..kizzie had babies, and then in April, my cousin had a baby...

Then I visited Arunachalam..which was kind of an impromptu trip..I don't know how I decided and how we made it that far..but yeah,, I had a wonderful Monday darshan..I draped a saree and got dressed up like a proper girl..and the thing is I forgot to put on the bindi..a random aunty offered one when we were in line waiting.

got my passport. voted for the first time

AND watched the most beautiful sunsets in between those tough days...

somedays I love this space.... like literally my space...I learned so much about money...where I realized I didn't know anything about managing it.

I learned so much about relationships..like...I realized sometimes it gets hard to understand someone you know for years and sometimes I do expect a bit much...

and finally, I became that person who doesn't want to visit home for 2-3 holidays...

At the year's end kind of went on a small trip..which is to a friend's home.. Let's say..almost crossed my state this year too..

cried like hell and laughed until tears rolled...

but I wish great, more, and the best trips this year...and offfcourrrrse...I have to get a job this year...because my course is going to end in 5 months.. it feels like a dream to say that..from saying sssixx years to only 6 months...happy and sad tears at the same time...

2023 was the first for so many things and sooo many lessons to carry... I learned soo much

wishing, hoping, and manifesting only and only THE BEST this year to me and to everyone out there..

 Personally going to start my year in February...first one is for god😂                                       

                                                                                   -Mysterygirl

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