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One last summer vacation

 As I sat on the train... I was watching from the window, and it made me feel the same thing.... stone in the flow remember?!..... It was the same...I am constant or stable, but the world felt like running past me

But this time...I thought differently....it is maybe because of me....or...the way I feel things.......at times, I do stop and feel the things around me.... perhaps that's why I think I'm not moving at all or like I don't feel the movement in my life.....

I know it will sound cliche but even my train is moving.....so does my life.!

Sometimes I make things complicated but even those complicated thoughts give me damn good answers and I love it!

BTW this was my last summer vacation....struggle starts from here... I still felt the same sadness that felt when I'm leaving home for the first time.. and you know what...I did faint at the railway station, it was my first-time-public-solo-fainting 😂...however I was safe and my friends came to pick me up as I reached there and there was a patient, sorry a woman who was going for her chemotherapy at the same hospital that I visit...they were with me this time...of course, they helped me...

well, it was all a wholesome crazy beginning as always... with me and my struggles...

                                                                                                    -Mystery girl


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  1. Rapid PhysicaJune 12, 2023 at 10:54 PM

    When you said " you faint " ..... that remind the song of my favorite band Linkin Park. You can search on google "faint linkin park lyrics".

    I had my half summer vacation and going on second in the next week. Things are changing around me and I am the witness.

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    1. Mystery Girl's DiariesJune 16, 2023 at 11:50 PM

      Yepp...I immdeiately googled and heard the song😂...Lyrics❤....yayy!! for your summer🥂.....we know, Change is the only constant right?!

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  2. Rapid PhysicaJuly 4, 2023 at 7:03 PM

    Yaa....change is the ultimate truth. Now its time for season to change. I hope things are going good at your end.

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