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DRAMA

 That's what I was titled when I was trying to have an emotional conversation recently...what do you expect after that...Do you think that person has no self-respect or what?!..

When a person is trying to break the silence or awkwardness or trying to take the conversation a step ahead and open up about how they feel... "DRAMA"??!.. that's not how one should respond...make a minimum effort to understand where the person is coming from.

No matter how hard you try some people are here to carry their generational traumas with them and some are building new.

Being an empath or a so-called-sensitive person in between people who are scared to show their emotions, and who consider communicating or expressing as DRAMA, is hard.

Seriously, it's really hard sometimes to be an empath, I really don't want to understand, I don't want to care about how they feel after what they did to me and sometimes I want to hurt them as I was...but I can't...I really can't help myself these days...I'm feeling like shit when I'm expressing myself and in turn receiving distance, ignorance, or naming me as DRAMA or some are not even considering what I'm trying to say.

At this point I should stop explaining myself and let people die with whatever they want, I'm just removing myself from those conversations and definitely, I have to distance myself from that kinds of people to not get hurt again and again.

But on the other level, I'm okay with being a sensitive person or empath... I understand people on a whole different level, I put myself in their situations, of course, I'm an overthinker...I'm proud of myself coz not everyone can do that..people are selfish enough to blame you, but you gotta be selfish too sometimes to not get hurt... I hope someday I can write about how to cope with that and how to live being a sensitive person. I don't want to change myself for the sake of others... I just want to be strong enough to deal with things without hurting myself... cheers to Us and to all those who feel like we are drama before commenting please try to listen to them or understand them...


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