Mystery Girl's Diaries

I don't know if my blog always feels so sad or blue or depressed or if it's just my feeling. currently, I am pretty much more than sad...maybe anguish agony level of sadness. that was on 15th April 9:04 pm. even I'm surprised sometimes when I read this kind of thing from..pretty intense... coz I believe I'm a happy person but when I get sad I'm sad too...I experience a level of sadness as much as I experience extreme happiness. me being that sad for a few hours doesn't define me or the way I live ...I'm positive a person and I do have negative times too.  yeah, today's post is about me and everyone and what they feel about themselves. I don't know if people judge or not but judging a person based on their one-day story or one-day behavior you can't decide the person's way of life. I am not ranting this because someone said something to me... I m hearing this because I judge myself more than anyone... At times of uncertainty, I blame myself fo...

 Some humans are faster than a flipped coin in the air.... Shifting side, unpredictable and TWO FACED... -Mystery girl  Literally i was about to sleep and Suddenly just a thought hit me and my data was completely exhausted to write a post here...some how I managed it but I made it to the WhatsApp on point.... It definitely after so much experience after dealing with people. Nothing happened specially or recently...just the writer in really wanted to write a quote or something...i think I did a better job. This is a short post. Good night to me now.

 That's what I was feeling recently during my regular session overthinking, One day afternoon through all the thoughts I quoted the situation of my life to a friend that I was feeling like a stone in the flow...where everyone is going with the flow, I don't know if I am strong/Stable or not but I definitely feel like my life isn't moving anywhere..there is no momentum...it is feeling like the same routine..even though I am making few major changes once in a while... I  mean financially, career-wise, or maybe personal growth. I know there are great parts of my life too but it's the bad things that bother us more. and in between all this chaos, I didn't even realize it was my birthday tomorrow...I mean I know and I remember but it's my brain that is not excited... I don't even know if should celebrate... I know I am hard on myself but I feel like I didn't even do anything great to celebrate my birthday. one the positive side I did took a few big decisions ...