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GOVT SCHOOLS

Soo in the beautiful course that I chose with my own hands, has a project in 5 years.

For that project, I had to visit schools...we visited a private school and a government school in this process...

It was a hell and heaven experience...of course nostalgia hit me in between...

Private school was a bit easy....the kids understood the questionnaire a bit quickly they were disciplined (almost).
but govt school...OMG...it was a scary experience... they were not at all behaving like students...it was almost a jungle and I felt like I was in between a group of monkeys.
...we lost our minds at the end of the day after watching all the drama over there.

Then I got angry...I rant about it to everyone I met after that.. really frustrating coz..coz even the faculty there was ridiculous..the way they communicated the way they received us was really ridiculous...I was really angry with them for their behavior...

And then I got angry about the whole govt education system...I mean how many funds do they release for education and how many new programs do they implement to get the poor educated for free but where are all that efforts going...
There is a mid-day meal program running for govt school students but the quality of food they provide is veryy low..the quality of education is don't even ask me...even 10th class students were unable to read and understand the questions...those teachers are getting their salary in lakhs per year but what are they even doing... and now govt has sanctioned computers for smart classes it seems and I pity the govt and those students who are not even getting the minimum benefit out of everything the govt is doing.

After all the frustration there will be a phase of realization...where I realized NO my anger doesn't make sense coz this is how INDAN has always been, CORRUPTED and most of the officials are greedy not even greedy, it is selfishness or something else..this is how it was always. 

At this rate, INDIA WILL BE A DEVELOPING COUNTRY FOREVER, I guess, that's what I felt after all the things I have been watching all these years.


                                                                                                                 -Mystery girl





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