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Rewind 2022

These days I'm a little occupied with things and i know I rarely write these days, lets's just put it aside....

This year was everything that I needed...

And I was looking at my new year's resolution list...which was...

1. I want to go on trips I don't limit it by saying at least one- I am going on tours or trips whatever, I am traveling that's it.

2. I am not spending money on unwanted things and think before spending

3. I am not going to overthink anything- I am living every moment that's it no more recollection of things, especially the cringing moments

4. I should learn something or earn something by the end of 2022

5. Stay sane, peaceful, and calm- I really have anger issues..so I should try to be patient

6. Last but not least- be confident, believe in me--it's not overconfidence- you should have some self-confidence girl.

It's kind of funny(I cringed a bit) to reread it....but yeah I did most of it...I definitely manifested my traveling thing... I didn't spend money as much as I used to do... overrrthinking..uhmm...I don't know if I am ever able to stop overthinking..but ha I'm trying, I did learn so many new things but I don't think I have earned money from them...but 2022 was so much more...

This year I definitely cared less about people, i was all about me and some true faces which I believe are true.... I have also distanced so many things and people for my good.... Was just distancing myself from toxicity.. people never change no matter how good you are to them, period!!

2022 was the first of many things I did in my life... I have finally traveled to places, I saw the beach for the first time, I bought a few things on my own, learning to ride a scooty which I never aimed/ dreamed about...and guess what? I am in love, this time not with myself...yeah, I'm in the actual love ...I still can't believe I did it...I just hope I don't regret it in the future and I want that person to be in my life for a long time now. and also let's say I have also kept a step on the car accelerator too..

This doesn't mean 2022 was all light and joy... I had a few bad days too...but in conclusion, 2022 was a great year for me from the beginning to the end...lots of new experiences...and yeah I will make a resolution post again this year too coz I want to manifest soo many things in coming years too.

                                                                                                                                   -Mystery girl

                               

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