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CHANGE.

Well, recently I have been to my HOME, I don't know if this is a condition but when I travel I think it's not even thinking it's kind of analysis if I can say 

I just slipped my brain to 5 years back this time..all those times in 2018 I have gone through, and suddenly I'm here in 2024 in 5th year...How the times have changed.Once upon I was scared to travel alone and now I want to travel alone somewhere now...

How impulsive and aggressive I used to be in those years, so many things have changed,

I used to be super annoyed by people, and I still get annoyed by people but that doesn't bother me like it used to be...

Maybe it's that phase of life where you have to realize that people and nothing changes, irrespective of your likes and dislikes...still we are lucky enough to avoid certain things and people whom we don't like...we have to feel lucky for that, at least we have that option in our hands.

What I feel proud of myself for is I have never forced anything in my life, whatever happened till now is almost sudden, naturally happened things mostly... the door was always open, people entered and good ones never left.

I never force people in my life to stay...and whoever was there from the beginning is still there for me.

And those few people are all that I need, I need that loyalty, that honesty. well, I still met some people who were kind of ***** but yeah I had no option to avoid a few of them. I keep telling myself that nothing is permanent.

still, I believe in the things that I believe and Still, I have changed a LITTLE bit, it's not a drastic change it's just a matter of perspective, as I always say I might have evolved.

I'm really grateful for all the things that happened to me and made me the person and the way I'm today. I'm still learning and so much to know, but somewhere I know these are basic things that are going to happen to me no matter where I go, the thing is how I'm going to respond to the same things that already happened to me, let's wait and see for another season of my life...                                                      

                                                                                                                                     -Mystery girl


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