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JUNE

 hmm... I know it's been a long time...

that's all because...there was so much happening in between these months...

may-June were months of realization and of course...

those two months were full of exams continuously one after another....urghh that was definitely stressful and exhausting.

however, I just wrote my 4th-year exams...I wish and pray that I get passed in all the exams this year too...

now I can say there is only one year left to complete the course.

I wish these last 2 years hold the best memories and a lot of knowledge for us.

I don't know but a bachelor's course of 4 years feels normal..being in the 5th year is like something out of the box... it s gonna remind me that all my friends already got jobs with a bachelor's degree already and here I am still studying and don't know what to with my life...

I hope there comes a day when I don't regret wasting my 6 years of life...mmm...well everything.. is great for now...

ayyayyo...I forgot to mention the major ranting part...so what they did is...as we completed our 4t last exam they released a new academic calendar for the fifth year with nooo holidays there was only Sunday in between,,, I mean where are the holidaysss...I want summer vacation after final exams...those days were so soo much better.

however, i took one week of holidays myself...where I get to visit home after almost 5-6 months I guess...the longest I have ever been away, you know... it's just adulthood maybe...we get used to things...

I am just proud of myself, not being the old me attached to things...I thought about writing so many things, but my health was not supportive for the past few days...hopefully, I can now.



                                                                                                                                  -Mystery girl


                      


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