Its that time of the year again

 First of all, happy hostel ugaadhi to me, without ugaadhi pachhadi and all.

Then..yes! it's again that time of the year, I am scared of, it's my birthday month and this gerascophobia is something else only, it is really scary to get old, I don't how people are happy, maybe at some point you have to accept, but getting old simply sitting at home and having a same daily routine is scary, I am not doing anything different or great, I am just getting old...simply🤷‍♀️.

It's not that I am not enjoying my life, I can say I am definitely having the best out of my life, but still getting old is a little bit unacceptable for me.

Maybe my future self will laugh reading this but now let me feel this fear and I would really like to talk to someone who is old, I want to have an authentic conversation to break all these questions in my head...huh! whatever, I am turning 21 this year still the same procrastinating me, still didn't even travelled anywhere... it's okay, it's okay...and it's normal Isn't it.

It was a long weekend and It was great, I had fun and I did talk with a random person and heard their fun story.

It was okay...looking forward to this April month, expecting some miracles to happen and change my life helplessly😂, hoping for the best🤞.

                                                                                                                               -Mystery girl