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HOLI

 It's Holi today, it's been years since I had played Holi.

I stopped playing Holi ever since I started dealing with people's colors. lol!

I may have not celebrated a happy "HOLI" but I had a great and happy "HOLIDAY".

I am not feeling that great for the past two days, I don't if it is PSM or the effect of my past depression.

It's okay I had this great me time, it's peaceful and comfortable when I am alone, that shows how much I enjoy my own company, love every bit of it, I had a great nap and wrote a good post I guess?!.

Today I was just happy looking at people's colored faces and wide smiles, they were enjoying.

that reminded me of my childhood "holi" days, how I used to play hell and heaven out of colors and the funny part is those colors don't leave that easily, it stains the skin like hell. the roads in our colony would turn into colors, it used to be great and fun to be a kid in that time, all I can say is I had a great childhood and school days.

Now all I want is to be at a different place during new years and also for holi, holi in Mathura and Hampi is different, lets's say festivals in tourist places hit different, I just pray to god that make me lucky enough to be at different places during new year and holi times.


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