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The compliments-2

okay, the last one was a random rant about me being frustrated.

Now it's time for me to try to accept those compliments which of course meant so much to me.

Don't know why but these days everyone randomly starts complimenting me and praising me out of nowhere...

so I'll tell you some of them which stayed in my mind.

There is an aunty besides my house she always used to tell her grandkids to become like me... I know she used to admire me a lot and used to feel proud for little things that I do..it was all nice but at a point, I used to get annoyed. that was one

and the weirdest compliment I received was from my roomie she was elder than me once she said that she likes the way I ignore people whom I don't like.. it was a funny one...I don't know what she saw...of course the way I ignore people will be insane.

one of my friends said that "you are a vibe" "you are so energetic" "you give us energy" that's what she said, of course, that means a lot, the funny part is that her mom likes me too that she was telling about me to her family members😂.

Another friend said the same thing too..that their family members say I am smart, I didn't even met them so many times, hardly once I guess. This made me realize that I do make some strong first impressions maybe.

now my hostel owner randomly in between a conversation said that people take me as a role model. I don't know why she said that but it was hard to take that.

I am the kind of person that I don't even know how to react to when someone praises me, the thing is I don't use to believe them, I used to think they were saying it casually or boasting casually, I don't think they meant it. I don't use to take it because it may lead to overconfidence in me. but I was wrong I didn't even have the confidence in myself to put out everything in me. glad that I have people around me who genuinely praise me coz on the days I feel low these kinda things make my day.

but these days I am trying to accept that yes maybe I am different, maybe I am talented, it's okay to feel confident or overconfident for a while when someone praises coz maybe I deserve that, maybe I have that vibe around me and maybe I have that power to influence people around me with my energy and I pray that I use it in a right way and I hope I don't affect my life or and decisions because of that boasting. just felt grateful. 

and I have to mention as you can see there will be negative side as much as positive in life, there are people who like me and don't like me at the same time, people may not say to or show but you can feel, sense it from other people, and yup I belive in vibes and gut feeling more that is why I really have deep attachments with people.


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