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WARD ROUND'S AGAIN

 after almost 2 years, I went onward rounds again.

the only best(i mean one of the beshtest) part of my college life.

the thing that makes me realize how lucky I am and the people around me to be living healthy and happy.

today we went to the nephrology ward and oncology ward(again 😬).

Really we should thank god for everything we have blessed or at least we should be grateful and should appreciate what we have, coz we don't know how long it gonna last.

just be grateful.

coz disease like cancer don't even have some proper reason for the cause, I don't know why people have to go through all those things, maybe that's is what called fate or whatever.

today I saw people doing hemodialysis, everything is new for me and I was the kind of person who used to be scared to see my own blood, and of course, once I fainted after a blood test😶, now I am a little better, but seeing those people connected to that big machine and all the needles pipes made me a little how should I describe that kind of worried, frightened.

the head of that ward explained to us very well about everything, actually very much better than my faculty even when it's not his job, thanks to him.

actually had a good day today learned few new things, I wish I get to work or learn at some other hospital, all that realized till now is college cannot make us and not gonna make us learn everything...I want some practical knowledgeee😬😬😬. 

some times I feel I am really cursed, like to have unsupportive friends, I don't mean they are bad but they never say yes to these kinds of things, I mean good things, I wish at least I had an influential background or like family who does really support with not only with words... it's not complaining....coz people around me make me feel like it's the easier way to get into something and why I have to go through all these things...okay I know I am not that unlucky...okay let me attract and manifest whatever is best for me.

                                                                      

                                                                                                                                         -Mystery girl

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