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CONSISTENCY

hmm... consistency... according to me, nothing is consistent in our lives... I don't know if there are people who never take a break from their things and consistent every time.

I think everyone gets sick of things they do continuously, everyone loses their motivation at some point, and it's absolutely normal (a human thing I guess).

in my opinion, being consistent is abnormal, I mean how come anyone can stay motivated every time. no matter how passionate you are when you do something continuously you get irritated, maybe there are chances of hating things that you love.

so I was casually standing on the balcony and suddenly this thing hit me... I was wondering how people can do the same thing daily, I include relationships, work, hobbies. 

I am the most inconsistent person you ever meet. I feel demotivated now and then(not frequently).  I can easily get tired of things that I do regularly, that doesn't mean I stop doing things, I just question myself why on the earth am I doing that, sometime I may not get answers that satisfy me, still life is all about moving forward, somehow things go on eventually. 

and the most important thing, I get easily bored by people I don't know if it's people or me who lose consistency. seriously I am the kind of person who texts you for 2-3 days continuously then I'll start feeling it is being too much and I involuntarily start avoiding you and I get frustrated easily at that moment, I don't do that on purpose, why would I wanna hurt someone. as I said before, in some posts too, I feel pressurised by this consistency thing. I need a break from everything I do, like everry little thing once in a while, I just want to become anonymous to people I know sometimes. people who are consistent are really great🙏.  i should learn how be consistent in everything up to some level.

I am really scared of doing the same thing for the rest of my life, I pray hard that I may not end up how and what I am right now.

                                                                                                                                  -Mystery girl

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