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Hating journeys

 Yeah...these days my hostel to college journeys have become annoying and a little scary...

Today I was returning home again because of this stupid lockdown againnn... don't know why but this time I was not at all feeling to go home. However, I am home now.

So last time when I was traveling in a bus there was some drunk Psycho person...he stared at me continuously (I was really scared by that stare) and he was doing something with his mobile, don't know what he did but it appeared like he was clicking pictures 😑😑😑 and today I was going to bus stand in an auto he was asking that should he come to drop me till railway station 😑( I'll usually travel in train for which I have to take a bus to go there). Anddd those weird stares omg,whyy? Whyy a girl has to face this all isn't it because of this stupid society, no matter how much freedom a girl gets for their family they have to face all this shit in this society just because she is a girl. Technically I am not that attractive or I don't have a great personality I mean physically still I had to go through all these things, then what is the situation of those girls who are good by appearance #MorePowerToYouGirls..it's really hard to live like a girl...and my great fam Never thinks about all this, who cares about what I go through... lucky are those whose people drop, pick and keep an eye on them till they reach home... I don't know what kind of karma or punishment is to travel alone and live alone like someone alone... okay I'll stop it here I don't wanna feel bad and overthink about all this.


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