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yeah.....when you hear some things that you don't want to and automatically your stress levels turn up high.....and I can't even describe that emotion..it's irritating, frustrated, stressed..aaarrrghh seriouslyy😑😑...

soo...the thing is I got a message...that so-called 'notice' thing from college, that the college is going to reopen for offline classes from TOMORROW...yeah and they informed it TODAY..wow..they lost their brains i guess.

first of all...I want some time to mentally convince myself to go to college, second thing is I have to shift from my current hostel. the third thing is, it is not at all going to be interesting or fun, I can say it's going to be super stressful. coz you know I have these gems of faculty members who make me regret why I ended up there and the last one is after staying  these many days at home... leaving home is the actual struggle.

I Never thought that I would hate my college this much.

whatever, they ruined my day....I can't stop myself from overthinking mann.

all I can do now is hopelessly pray for good days and some confidence to face those days.

I wish I don't disappoint myself and have all good days.#TheStruggleBegins

                         

                                              -Mystery girl

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  1. AnonymousFebruary 4, 2021 at 6:37 AM

    Hey Mystery Girl,

    I totally understand your pain... But don't worry pain is just temporary.
    I hope everything turns up good as you wish.
    Don't just worry about your college that's one of the most important part in your life.
    I hope you understand.
    Take Care.

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  2. AnonymousFebruary 4, 2021 at 2:01 PM

    #TheStruggleBegins-dont say this mystery girl...be a struggle for the struggle:)

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  3. Mitesh makvanaAugust 13, 2021 at 4:54 PM

    Wow superb amazing meri pyaari mystery bahena please aapki Mitesh didi (means bade bhai) ki post padh na time mile to

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