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Rewind 2020

 I thought of posting this yesterday....somehow I ended up doing this now...

So Rewind 2020 is all about looking back to the things that I did this year, I mean last year😅....

Some People are going to say nothing is going to change and it's just another ordinary year..some wish for greater things to happen..well it all depends on us what we are going to allow into our lives and how we are going to react to things🤷🏻‍♀️ 😌.

I know 2020 is been worst for most of the people... but it was great for me..

 I did soo many things that I always wanted to... and especially I enjoyed not going to college and meeting some stupid people.

It was really a roller coaster ride... the beginning of the year was not that great... I was in a mess, actually, I was not myself...I was dazed...that time I wanted exactly a situation like a lockdown.... I really prayed that I wish I could escape from this present life for some time and this corona and all happened suddenly whole world stopped working, every one was staying home and scared...haha... I know it's not the same for everyone.. more power to the people who are affected.

soo my 2020.... the beshtest thing is this blog..... it's like a space where I feel like not judged, it's my space, and i love this.........

I did started writing, I did stitching, and I did some cooking stuff too. don't know why but I didn't draw a single sketch in 2020.

I read soo many books, learnt soo many new things ,i also did one free course in psychology, which is the subject I lovee mostt and also started another one but I wasn't able to complete that coz my exams started at that time.....and i had given my exams without even doing proper preparation coz we never went to college and never heard that so called online classes... I am really sacred of results hope i'll just get passed in all subjects......

At the beginning of lockdown I  did some workout and yoga for about 20 days I guess😂....it's okay at least I tried. If it's not lockdown maybe I would have never done such things.........andd I just decreased the unwanted texting on social media, of course, I never did too much before, but now I turned it completely down... and also I started expecting least from people, mostly I am not even considering some of them as my people, it was one of the good things that i did. less people less bullshit and more peace. 

I want people who choose me irrespective of situations and their needs and people who stay the same in front of me and behind my back.... I have 0% tolerance for people who are two-faced and act accordingly with me.....

For this NEW YEAR, I wish I hate no one, I just don't want to hold on to anything which is not going to help me in any way,.. I wish I think less about others and more about myself....... this year less expectations and more believing in myself..... knowing more about myself and exploring more and more new things which help in growth mentally and career-related.. I wish I never lose hope in myself and accept reality more easily. no over thinking.


Anddd on this new year i wish my bestt to the people who are genuinely trying new things with their hard work...... i wish people will find solutions to the problems they are suffering from that they aren't able to share with anyone... i wish people stay great....mentally and physically healthy..... I hope people don't hurt anyone for their selfishness.... no matter what karma is going to work .just learn from every one and every thing you are going to face....lastly happy new year....... happy living.

BTW... this is my 50th post yayyy💃💃


                                                                                                           - mystery girl

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