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I am a mess of my thoughts

 

yeah... I am a mess of my thoughts............

normally any overthinker can say that,

but a person like me,

who wants to do so many things but end up thinking a lot than doing anything?!

coz I am a messed-up over, thinking and overthinking.. (does it sound like a poem, it's also okay if not😂).

 nothing changes by simply thinking about things right? we have up a little effort to make those things work? ...then what should I call myself for doing nothing..aarrghh... I should seriously put some effort into my ideas.

I genuinely want to thank the person who made me think about myself, my thoughts, my career againn...

in some situations, we all know exactly what to do to make it all okay, at such times your mind doesn't listen to our heart, neither our heart listens to mind and these 2 sit together and wait till a third person comes and says the exact same thing. (somewhere I heard this may be in a web series I guess(okay I am soo filmy person))... now I am in that exact situation.

Maybe that is human nature. 

I wanna write a lot but I am not able to write anything..maybe some other time.

                                                                                     

                                                                                                             - mystery girl

                                                                                                                       

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