Mystery Girl's Diaries

 Don't know why but in the middle of this night I just wanna write something.... Telugu hah! "Jeevitham lo Brathakadam kosam dabbulu sampadinchadam veru , dabbunte ne Jeevitham anukovadam veru".....  ofcourse money is important but money is not every thing right?, there are also many things beyond money in life. I just wanna questions again and again, why are you soo much attracted to Money or fond of money which doesn't even lasts with you till the end, why people choose money over people. don't they feel anything about them self (who are after money) , do they think people don't even notice, do they ever think or question themselves how stupid they are being.  shhh!!! my brain is really going crazy becoz of those kind of people and their stupid behavior around me. i wish they could realize that someone is watching them and disgusting they are making people around them.                          ...

  Umm... I was watching some motivational videos of gaur Gopal das, which came on my youtube suggestions......... it was really good (as always)... while watching I just remembered dialogue from jr.ntr  "Viney timeu, cheppe manshi Valla vishayam viluve maaripothundi".... haha too filmy dialogue but its fact......when you come to hear the thing you were in need to hear makes more sense... maybe because you are in that situations, we often don't have someone to make us hear those things....especially in these days, in this virtual era of social media and materialistic people. well luckily some influencers, motivational speakers, writers do.  I really appreciate those speakers "motivational". I don't know what are they up to or maybe they are fake.but their videos make sense at least to me...... of course they not completely motivate me but they make me feel calm for some time.......okay now this whole thing is because I think everyone loses their motivation wh...

 ummmhmm.....5 months....almost half a year!!😶.........just realized I did nothing even after getting 6 months of free time...actually that's what I was wishing for before lockdown. I wanted a break from my life though I did nothing much. I was mentally disturbed..... sometimes it feels like was it my wish that came true.😅, is this lockdown happened for me..haha....... it was great, it is!.... well I did nothing great but I did somethings that I would have never done before and maybe it would not have done if everything was normal annd maybe I may never get this kind of break or free time in future....that is why it's great to have a time like this. I love reading, but I had never had much time to read a novel ( can only read when my mind is stable). this time I had read a dozen books... which I would haven't if everything was normal if I am was in my hostel😅 I love everything which makes me think new, I love fashion designing too, I can't say it's my passion, I ...