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THE LOVE

Hmmm...LOVE!! In my opinion, there is only love, not true or fake. if it's fake then it's not love and love is always true. but it is soo called these days.

many great writers defined it in different ways. I think it's only understood when a person experiences it.

I can't write much because I have never experienced it (of course, love from close ones is different). I am talking about the "actual" love of life, the bf/of love, the lifetime love, That love.


I had never fallen in Love, it never happened to me.....Till my schooling, I was really like a cold-hearted girl. even, though I never used to encourage my friends in such things 😂😂. It really sounds funny. I used to motivate people if found someone with such ideas or else I used to stay away from them🤷🏻‍♀️. I know it's rude to apply my ideology to them, but I am like that in person, so it happened, happens too. 

 

Don't know why but I never had that emotion in my life. crush, attraction, first love these never seemed cool to me at that age. after all these things, when I finally realized that there is no love story in my life. I started hearing so many love stories and also started seeing people suffering from love. yeah, I said suffering. People used to get irritated, and frustrated, they go mad sometimes and the major part is (what should I say that)..the struggle like crying, emotional breakdown. from all these things I came to the conclusion that love gives pain more than happiness. all the stories that I had listened to were mostly filled with pain and soo much drama. maybe this thing scares me and also warns me about love. coz I never wanted such kinda love, of course, no one wants pain. Maybe someday it happens to me but I am not ready for that shit to happen(I said shit not love).


maybe it was not in my life but had listened, to and seen almost all kinds of stories like one side, triangle, true, first, successful love stories and also fake, timepass, and breakup stories(well!! all of those were lessons like to me). I would love to share those all stories, but as I said, I hate to discuss this topic....some of them are really crazy I have to share them with you. I'll do them in another post......also, not only other person you can love yourself to (just reminding)......................keep loving!!


                                                                                                                            -mystery girl
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