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THE HATE


                       


As mentioned in the quote HATE IS HEAVY...yes. it's heavy, even heavier when it comes to a close person. But it's not that easy to LET IT GO.

In my case, it's even harder. I never thought that I hated a person like hell. But it happened and there are so many people I hate. it's okay if the opposite person is not so close to me. But it becomes heavy when the person is too close to you.

Here is the mystery girl's hate story............. The person who I used to love from my childhood turned into my life's biggest hate and regret. as am getting older I realize that he is not worthy of anything in my life...as a person, one has to be responsible and put effort to maintain a relationship. he did nothing for me. Then why I should even care about that person (but that doesn't make any sense) it slowly turned into the biggest hate.

Hate starts when the person/things become unacceptable...Everything has a reason, some people hate horror movies coz they don't like them. Maybe that doesn't make them happy. Maybe the same thing happens with Humans. when you start hating a person strong reasons that make you hate that person. If the person is too important to you and if you believe that he can understand and change for you. You should try, don't lose such kinda people.

In my story, I had never seen such kind of a selfish person. Hope god takes that person away from my life. I am not even willing to see that person's face. I don't know if I can let go of the hate or not. But I am never going to see that person like I used to.

When people who are close to me, hide something from me or do something that I don't like or do something behind my back... I'll stop interacting less I don't do that intentionally but It happens to me every time. I end up hating people🤷🏻‍♀️. Maybe after some time, they understand their mistake and do apologize to me. But I am not the same person as before. Why does that even happen to me? Maybe I have so much hate inside me that I end up showing it to my people.

I am trying to let it go. Hope I overcome this phase of my life.....and have a peaceful life 😌.

                                                                                                          
                                                                                           -Mystery girl

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