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REGRET

I had read that "REGRET IS STRONGER THAN PAIN".

You can overcome the pain....but you can't undo the time that is passed.


Yeah..there are two things that I regret in my life.
one is my SSC result second is my career now that I have chosen.


No one wants to do something that makes them feel regret, but those were the things I wanted
to do at that point in my life. maybe I had to take a thoughtful decision but I didn't. I never thought that they are going to affect my life seriously.

The first was my choice, the school I had studied at was not good for my studies, my mom said to join other school but didn't want to leave my friends and the result made me regret me for some time but I accepted it.

The second was is the stupidest thing that I did in my life, still, I don't know what I am doing with my life, but it makes me regret every second..huhh!!...again it's because I wanted to do that. still, it's not about the course but the place and people that made me feel regret, I hope that I could also accept this thing.
 
I hope I don't do anything in the future that makes me feel regret...as an overthinker, I have to say that regret will be stronger and it's a kind of pain too.

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