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POWER AND ABUSE

Recently I visited the passport office, obviously for my passport verification. I was slut shamed by the superintendent something officer there, so the thing was, I was wearing a Kurti that was sleeveless with a scarf..but still, she said all the mean things she could...that it's because of people like me that rapes happen, its people like me that provoke boys and let them follow us and all....and cry in the end when things happen. i don't know how a boy takes it but as a female, you know it can be traumatizing, it was abuse I say. first of all that day morning I was wearing a saree for a college event kind of thing, so my instinct involuntarily chooses a comfortable dress, maybe it was my mistake to wear such kind of dress, but still, that doesn't gives her any kind of right to say all that shit to me, just because she a position or power to handle it...and later when I came out and had to fill a feedback form, there was an option /rating sort of thing for her in that form...

IT'S FUNNY

 I like how much of a private person I am and it's funny How people are curious about my life 😂🤭🤷🏻‍♀️ #JustFeelingMySupremacy #ItIsMyWorldAndPeopleAreLivingInIt😅 #YesIamStillAPrivatePerson #Ain'tGonnaRevealAnythingPersonal🏃🏻‍♀️                                                                                                              -Mystery girl

GRATITUDE

 Even after all the struggles and trauma.... Once in a while, we need to take a moment and appreciate life in between. For all the beautiful things we get to experience, for all the love that we receive...directly or indirectly, for all the people who support us behind our back, who genuinely want us to see happy...life is beautiful indeed unless we choose to see it... #Gratitude #ThisIsLife😌 #AsTheySayBeautyIsInTheEyesOfBeholder      #IamJustGratefulForTheWayIam #AndForTheThingsIHaveInMyLife❤️                                                                                                         -Mystery girl             ...

COWARDS

 I don't know from where and how people get that audacity to simply deny the fact and not hold accountability for their actions when questioned on their face. when you clearly saw what they were doing behind your back. #AndCallingYouAFRIEND. COWARDS!!  #SimplyDisgustedByBehaviourOfFewPeople                                                                                                                             -Mystery girl

Real YOU

 Will there be anyone to talk about the real "YOU" after you leave this universe? The real "YOU," people who truly know you and people who know about how pure your smile was, how innocent your heart was, and how intense your thoughts were? There should be atleast one person left behind us to talk about us, about the real us– the unfiltered you. It's on us to make sure we live that worthy life. Isn't it?! #JustWritingWithInsomina😬 #LiveAWorthyLifeToBeRememberedAsTheRealYou

LOST

  I was feeling veryy low and I was making up this post in my head and I was thinking about writing it then boom this writer on Instagram..I don't know how??/ just how ..he writes relatable posts with my real-life situations...I relate to his posts almost 70%... whenever I'm feeling low or facing a situation his posts just pop up in front of me. I've been following him since forever. Then, I open this blog and read his comment- rapid physica--this is a big shout-out to you from me...THANK YOU for being this consistent, even when I was not...I know very very few people read my blog...I don't know if my posts or my nonsense are worth your time...but feel soo grateful...you don't know how much your comments mean to me..especially on days like this(today)...there are times when I beg my boyfriend to read but, he is not much into reading..it kind of sad but yeah..it feels nice to know that people like you exists and does support irrespective of who I am..like even after ...

IT'S BEEN 5 YEARS

 It has been 5 years since I left home... My struggles have started since then and even today I feel like I'm still the same teenage girl who wants to go back home...and live a simple life. life has been a hell and heaven to me in these past 5 years... friendships, relationships, relatives, people, and everything in between have shown me how complicated things can get..how sweet people can be, and of course, the opposite too... I don't know if everyone goes through these things...but I felt like I didn't deserve to face a few mean things but life happened like crazy...no mercy nothing on me. I have changed a loot...  I used to live watching big boss now consider it as some kind of stupid stuff.......I used to be more cheerful and happy these days I'm just an old-ass grumpy lady...and I am still struggling to fake a smile..even though I'm in a relationship...I'm still in need of the love that I have missed for years...I want like tonnns of unconditional love arou...