Mystery Girl's Diaries

Basically, I write as I think and I don't check the written lines coz I will lose the thought chain and it flows naturally... I was checking the stats, and I don't know if someone read my posts, they all were showing on the stats, so I started opening one after another, and these are posts that I wrote in 2020 and 2021.....Poor baby, she wasn't even 20 or barely 20.... I remember the days I was depressed and life felt like hell....now let's say I got eagle eye view...I still cry...I still feel blues and greys, but not constantly. I get back up....but that period of my time was like something next level....like reality hit me on a different level...I started maintaining emotional distance from people... let's say I don't like people... because each and every person is faking...and thinking of their benifits...their is not genuine connection especially in blood relations except my mother and brother in my lifee...they are the only selfless people I have..and even ...