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FRIENDS

 I just want to rant here and write about all the negative things about friends and friendships. BTW.....IDK how he manages to write the most relatable posts to me. https://www.instagram.com/p/CvKzMWKv2Cy/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA== First of all, not everyone whom you call friends or whom they call you friends are not your friends. Don't consider them friends when they can't even stand for you, in your absence. Don't consider them friends who can't fight for you and don't invest your energy fighting for them. Leave those people who tell you what others are talking about you, coz people don't tell anything bad about you to your friends unless they are friends with someone who talks ill about you. Not all those who talk nicely in front of you are not your friends. Not every friend is happy for your happiness. Friendships in this generation are hard to find, I am talking about loyal friendships.                        ...

DYSFUNCTIONAL GENERATION AND SOCIETY

 After being out in the world for quite a long time... After meeting enough people to understand how the world behaves and ACTS... I feel like I have failed to find good friends around me... I regret that I don't like people for what they are...  I mean how bad a person can be toward another human...how much a person can affect others but just talking nonsense about others... These days I'm feeling very bad... It's a different kind of bad... how dysfunctional, how ill-functional society are we leaving, or maybe it's just I am... I went through so many phases because of the vibes around me... lets's say mindsets... I may sound like I hate people, I may sound like I'm too much negative and I may sound like I'm just sharing the negative side... but NO...I am a human too...I do think... You know there are times when I blamed myself, there are times when I felt like I'm the one who is wrong, and there are times when I get angry with myself about not being abl...

My world is different

 From drafts (11-06-23) yeah, from all the situations and conversations I went through....which made me think... like yeahh!! I am different, I think differently, I behave differently, it's not an abnormality kind of difference, but a difference that came out of the situations I have been through, a difference that came from all the hard times I have been through, a difference that I have faced from the people, which my younger soul doesn't deserve, but yeah, I have raised from all the mean and harsh things that life has thrown at me, I can't think like a normal kid would do and I can't be careless like a person who is my age would do, My kind of life is living peacefully with whatever I have, I don't know if I'll be able to make a lemonade or not with the lemons that life has thrown at me...but I'm trying to separate the bad ones from the good. I am a different person who needs to be loved differently, in my way. I am different, not bad or spoiled. I am dif...

Mental breakdown

The amount of mental...sorry it's not mental..... it's an emotional breakdown, The number of emotional breakdowns I have been facing has drastically increased. to be exact....these days are being a little tough...I don't know...I don't know if I should deal with myself, people, or my career. I don't know why I am like this, I am questioning everything about me and everything that I have done till now..the way I am... living like me is tough. (this was a drafted post on 26/6/23 and today is 5 actually 4/07/23 I'm still feeling and facing the same). You know living alone and the stage of final year college is a stressful phase itself and along with all this, there are people (of course people are always my problem coz no matter how much careful I was and no matter how much effort or genuine I am, people are the worst. trust me, worst..only a few of them...when I say few it is hardly one or two are worth it). coming back to the topic...I don't know if everyone ...